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2011-05-22T01:33:00.000-07:00

woahh..
long time nvr post anything le.
just here to rant.

i think my life is pathetic.
idk why i just can't seem have any determination...
studies fail.
lose weight also fail.
geez...
if only i'm born rich, smart and pretty.
then i probably wouldn't have any worries.
UGHHHH

2010-08-06T02:39:00.000-07:00

i have some early birthday wishes..

i wish i can pass my chem and a maths!
i wish i can get b3 for all subjects. =] ---------A1 are for smart ppl who doesn't want to get A2. A1 are for hardworking ppl who want to be one of those famous TOPPIES. I JUST WANT A B3!
GRANT ME MY WISH~~~~~~
i wish i can slim down even if i eat a lot!!! xp
i wish i can wear pretty clothes and nice heels!! but they're NO-NOs for fat girls.. =(
i wish i can take lots of photos without finding too much flaws abt myself =D
i wish there will be one day where i look into the mirror and i won't feel embarrassed of how i look..
i wish i can have a overnight party with my friends.. it's exam period. -.- ...haiz...
i wish at least 1 ppl will not find it a trouble to sms me to wish me a happy birthday even if they're studying for exam..
i wish my wish will COME TRUE!!! =D

2010-07-23T09:54:00.001-07:00

hehe!!!
my mummy lets me play the comp cuz i got good grades for chinese reading test~~~
weee~

i gave up on writing novels.
it's so boring. -.-
hahas.

mmm..
listen to my blog songs.
i heard this 2 songs in music bank and i thought it's quite addictive.
first song is I'LL LET YOU GO SO YOU CAN LIVE by g.na..
I LIKE HER VOICE =] and she's freaking TALL!! 178cm!! 0.o
the guy she hugs in the mv....gasps* nvm.. l8r kena fined again..

next song is BI RI BBA BBA by narsha.
i didn't like this song the first time i listened to it..
until i started singing along unknowingly when i heard it for the second time!
lols. BI RI BBA BBA ~ BI RI BBA BBA ~ BI RI BBA BBA ~....

ENJOY~~~

aiyo..
promised jiahui to put the photos up..
but i'll just say the name for stars look-a-like.
don't fine me!!! cuz i have to keep my promise!!!!
ahhem.
let's get started.

goo hye son (bof female lead) vs emma watsons (harry potter female lead).
kyuhyun(sj) vs maodi (bbt?)
eeteuk(sj) vs xiaoyu (bbt?)
sungmin(sj) vs lin you jia (taiwanese solo)
kangin(sj) vs hongki(ft island)
hongki (fti) vs mir (mblaq)
jiyeon (t-ara) vs kim tae hee (actress)
sunny (snsd) vs sungmin (sj)
taemin (shinee) vs heechul (sj)
hyoyeon (snsd) vs song hye kyo (sj)

my time's up!! T.T
as in.. i can't continue using the computer le..
I'LL BE RIGHT BACK!
I'LL DEFINITELY THINK OF WAYS TO USE THE COMP. xp
shhhhhhh~
dun tell mummy

2010-07-17T11:16:00.000-07:00

i'm picking up new hobbies..
i've started writing novels..
hehe.
support me!! ^^

NANALURVE{♥} ---------this is the link
i wrote this story because of yiruma's river flow in you.
eh.. must follow the tempo hor.. if not the story won't be nice.
lol

AHHHH!!
WHEN IT'S HARD TO BE OUT OF THE IDOLS OBSSESSION!
SUJU IS TOO CUTE!!
but because i said i'll be out of idols obsession, i won't be mad about them anymore.
just love..
lols..
anyway!!

I MUST BE MAD!!!

I'M IN LOVE WITH YIRUMA!!!

(WTH!! HE'S A PIANIST, AND IT'S SO NOT JOYCELYN TO

LIKE HIM!)

BUT HIS PIANO PIECES IS SO BEAUTIFUL!!

only then i realized kpop is not the best music around..

YIRUMA PLAYS SONGS THAT U CAN CRY FROM LISTENING!!!

woahh... he's good!!!

HIGHLY RECOMMENDED!
BEST PIANO SONGSSS EVER!!
he made me feel like learning keyboard again. lols..

i was feeling all happy that i can like a japanses until i realized yiruma is a south-korean pianist.
LOL! MY WHOLE LIFE IS ATTACHED TO KOREAN MUSIC!!! -.-

kpop songs can don't listen...
if u don't listen to yiruma's songs you'll regret!!!
i'm freaking amazed by how beautiful classical music can sound!
i always thought classical music = lullaby..
i'm wrong!!
WEEEE~ MY NEW IDOL~ YIRUMA!! HWAITING!! ^^
YIRUMA OPPA (gor gor) ????
YIRUMA AJUSSI (uncle)!!! XP XP XP

for the first time i find guys playing instrument attractive!!
hehe..

2010-07-13T03:04:00.000-07:00

I LOVE SUPER JUNIOR~~~~

let me say this for the last time.. =)
i still love them a lot a lot a lot!!!!
but!!!
now isn't the time to go all crazy over them.
i need to live my life!
i have no time for idols obsession.
i need to study.
i need to lose weight.
therefore, i've came with a conclusion.

GIVE UP KPOP.

i'll nvr talk or find out about them anymore!
no matter how much i love super junior, they'll never love me.
isn't it stupid to love someone/something that is almost totally unreachable?

why should i spend so much time and money on them?

my youth is precious, my money is precious.

suju is precious. but I AM EVEN MORE PRECIOUS.

I SHALL LIVE MY LIFE TO THE FULLEST...WITHOUT THEM!
i am sure i still can be happy without my idols.
-flick suju, shinee, snsd, dbsk, cn blue, 2pm, 2am, dramas to the far end of the earth-

even though i am dropping kpop now..
i have to thank KOREA ENTERTAINMENT COMPANIES for giving me so much happiness!
BUT F*CK THEM ALL FOR DISTRACTING ME FROM STUDIES!

SORRY SUJU, THERE'LL BE ONE LESS PERSON BUYING YOUR ALBUMS. =(
you ppl are great and cute and lovable, adorable..BUT IT WILL NEVER BE MY BUSINESS EVER AGAIN!!

JOYCELYN, THE ELF, HAS GROWN UP. =]

FRANKLY SPEAKING, I WAS EXTREMELY PROUD TO BE AN ELF and PETAL..
yes..WAS. past tense. =]

suju is amazing!! ^^
BEST IDOL GROUP EVER!
I WAS AN ELF FOR 13 MONTH~
lols. wadd a good month to end that love. (I LIKE THEM SINCE 19 JUNE. FIRST POST ABT THEM ON 22 JUNE. =] BECAME AN ELF ON 24 JUNE:)
to commerate my faithfulness for suju..i'll never get any idols again.
suju will be my everlasting idols. not the first. but definitely the last.

OPPAS, HWAITING~~
GOOD LUCK FOR ALL YOUR ALBUMS~
GOOD BYE~!!

JOYCELYN JIAYOUS~~ ^^

let the love stay and the ppl shall move on. :D

2010-07-10T07:36:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY BELOVED HEECHUL OPPA~
SARANGHAEYO~~~~~
cutest boy living in this world~
my wish for u... mmm... smile more! ^^ and pls date yuri~ xp
how cute would that be? xp

here the song.. ahhem! -clears throat-
saengil chuka hamnida~
saengil chuka hamnida~
sarangha neul heechullie~
saengil chuka hamnida~
^^
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY PRINCESS~ =]
ok..aka CINDERELLA~
HEEDERELLA~ HEESICA? lols.

2010-07-07T07:18:00.000-07:00

I TOTALLY WENT CRAZY AND SCREAMED~

SUJU IS SOOOOOO CUTE IN NO OTHER!!!!

THIS GOTTA BE MY FAVOURITE MV EVER!!

while other groups spammed their songs with auto tunes and went the dark concept..

our adorable suju oppas went for cute concept!!

i'm going crazy~

THEIR CUTENESS IS BETTER THAN 100MILLION HOT GUYS WITH ABS!! xp

NO WORDS COULD DESCRIBE HOW CRAZILY CUTE THEY ARE!!!

HEECHUL IS SOOOOOOOOOOO EXTREMELY ULTRA SUPER DUPER CUTE WITH SPECTACLES!!!

OMG~

each of the boys are proposing to their girls in their own way..

heechul used drawing.. IS THAT FATE? -shibrows-

xp xp xp~

SO TIRED AFTER A LONG DAY IN SKU..THIS REALLY CHEER ME UP!

THIS SONG SHALL BE MY MOTIVATION TO STUDY FOR O-LVL~

SUJU OPPAs...

GAMSAHAMNIDA~

SARANGHAEYO~~

OPPA HWAITING!!!!!! ^^

JOYCELYN HWAITING~~

2010-07-02T19:32:00.000-07:00

WAHH~

MY OPPAS ARE BACK WITH "NO OTHER"~

this song is sooo cute!!!!!! ^^

give me that happy feeling again!! ^^

who could ever beat suju?

good at everything~~

hehehe.

not that i'm boasting.. but allkpop says: "With their first performance with No Other, the boys have once again proved their skill both vocally and physically. "

THE FANS CHEERING ALONG GIVES ME SOOOO MUCH PRIDE AS AN ELF!! ^^

HEEHEEHEE!

I WAS SCREAMING LIKE MAD FANGIRL THROUGH THE SONG!

THERE'S SOOO MANY FAN-SERVICE~ lols

0:18 eeteuk lipsync-ing and smile!! he's smiling througout the song! isn't he crazily angelic? (but he've got a devil's bod. xp)

0:53 wookie's wink!! a rare charm from our shy eternal magnae and i caught it! i won a lottery! xp

1:03 fishy's charm~ xp (ahhem. fishy is donghae's nickname. lol.) his eyes could kill!! i could feel electricity running through me! HAHA!

1:20-1:24 did ya see my heechul's dimples? hehe!! his mega charm!!! heechul's face is a charm. lols. LOTS OF CLOSE UP PLEASE? =D

1:53 OMG~ yesung's flying kisss!!!!! i caught it! MEILING! I CAUGHT IT!!!! xp

2:40 ryeowook's bouncing hair!! omg. so cute!!! bounce bounce bounce~ hehe~ bounce to me!!!

2:51 ahh~ hee's dimple-flash~ lols. why is he so cute? xp xp xp i'm heechul-mad. lols.

3:01 ANCHOVY'S RAP!!! that's what that made me love him!! he's manly yet cute~ ang ang~

3:18 look at shindong!!!! he's so cute!! chubby chubby de!! kekeke. i like the cute shindong!! (no more mostarch please!! p.s how do u spell "mos-starch"? )

3:40 sungmin's smile!! aigoo~ he's so cute!! aegyo-king loved! ^^

4:01 AHH~siwonnie's aegyo!! so cute~!! make me wanna hug him. lols. meiling says onew is hot with sweat. i think siwon hotter x infinity!! lols

4:07 eunhyuk's victory sign!!!! kekeke. i must be mad to find that cute!! it's cute! omg~

4:17 look at our baby's face! omg. his smile is so cute~ kyuhyunnie!!!!! kyaaaaa~

SUPER JUNIOR HWAITING!!!!!! ^^

lols. after typing so much. i feel like a mad fangirl.. -.-

hehe. new vid.

tips from meiling: look at 3:09.. there's sungwook moment. lol

only suju can look good in jeans. xp
heechul is smiling a lot. that's good.
no more emo-heenim. xp

both are vids are seen from the internet.

korean ELFs cheers and screams at the right time.

listens when oppas sings.

singapore ELFs screams and cheer all through the song. lols

dun believe me? try looking at suju's showcase in singapore. it's embarrassing. -.-

i guess they're just too happy to see suju. =]

2010-07-01T08:37:00.000-07:00

SAENG IL CHU KA HAMNIDA~!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY ANGEL TEUK~!!

yes.. MINE!!! =p

may you be as cute, as hot, as dorky, as manly, as adorable as EVER!

ELFS LOVE U FOREVER!! FOREVER~ hehe^^

SARANG HAE YO~

MY CUTEST EETEUK OPPA~

come here and let wifey clean your face for u..

yes. your wifey is me! lols.

btw, congrats eeteuk for getting the BEST KPOP IDOL GROUP LEADER AWARD!! ^^

and..

in order to save eeteuk's image from the messy caked-face...

here's some photos~

AHH~
SO SHUAI!!!! ^^
blame his parents for giving birth to such a cute guy to mess with so many (fan)girls' heart~
xo xp

thought i should share this~ ^^
some ELFs really spent a lot of effort making this vid.

COUNTING DOWN TO HEECHUL'S BIRTHDAY.

10 MORE DAYS.

10 JULY.

1 DAY AFTER MY O-LVL ORAL EXAM..

THAT'S WHY PPL SAY.

GOOD THINGS ALWAYS COME AFTER THE BAD ONES.

LOLS XP XP

GOOD LUCK FOR MY O-LVL! ^^

HAPPY SUPER BELATED BIRTHDAY~

01 jan 1986 Sungmin
17 jan 1985 Kangin
03 feb 1988 kyuhyun
09 feb 1984 Hankyung
10 feb 1987 siwon
04 apr 1986 eunhyuk
21 june 1987 ryeowook

SORRY OPPA(S) and fellow elfs.

lols. it kinda slip my mind.

i'll celebrate next year~ xp

support hankyung!! ^^
i may be selfish.
but i believe i'm not the only one..
one day.. hanbao will be back to suju. =]
DON'T continue to BREAK MY HEECHUL'S HEART!
DON'T continue to BREAK SUJU'S HEART!
how could u leave your brothers?!
i just don't understand...
are those close bonding fake all these while?
u seem to be doing good... tooo good to be true.
i hate u! but i kinda miss u..
aishh!
U FREAKING CHINESE DUDE!

2010-06-18T06:35:00.000-07:00

today's not about my idols.
it's about babies!
lols!
this kid is super cute!
i'm addicted to watching this!
no wonder this videos has over 200 million views! lols

baby cursing the f-word! omg~ lols

lastly..there's a really cute video.
search for it. it's called blood. lols

2010-06-13T08:57:00.000-07:00

I'VE NEVER BEEN SO PISSED IN MY LIFE!

I DON'T CARE IF SUJU GETS A GF OR A WIFE!

BUT NO ONE CAN FUCKING KICK MY OPPAs!

ESP HEECHUL!

taec fans ar whinning about this being scripted, fine!

I'LL MAKE THIS CLEAR,

IF THIS IS NOT SCRIPTED...

I'LL BE ANTI-ING TAEC !

along with the other ten thousands of petals!

this is yoona vs. heechul!

why should taec be the "black knight" and spoil the fun?!

even if the sunbae asked him to help, he could choose not to listen!

heechul is also his sunbae!

show some respect!

why is he even grabbing onto heechul's wrist?!

AND KICKING HIM!

HE SHOULDN'T EVEN FREAKING TOUCH MY CINDERELLA WITH HIS FILTHY HANDS!

taec is brainless.

he just does whatever the mc tells him do.

i bet he'll lick shit off the ground if the mc tell him to!

wth~i getting very sick and tired of yoontaec now!

SOMETHING NEW PLS?!

PD-nims. DON'T TRY TOO HARD.

HEECHUL IS HELPING TO PULL THE VIEWING RATES UP.

YOONTAEC IS NTH!

last episode, you ppl made YOONTAEC shine over WONDERGIRLS!

WDG'S FANS ARE PISSED! STILL NOT ENOUGH?

NOW YOU WANT ANTI FANS FROM PETALS/ELFS?!

FINE! it's alright if we, the fans, are pissed..

but..

U PISS HEECHUL OFF, AND HE QUITS. THAT'S TH END OF YOUR SHOW!

YOU WOULDN'T WANT HISTORY TO REPEAT LIKE FO1!

heechul already asked taec What he's doing?

can't u tell heechul is not happy with it?!

are u ppl freaking stupid or what?

2010-06-13T06:14:00.001-07:00

i saw their photos and i was like..another rookie group?

zzzz.

-stares at their fotos.- mmm.. not very good looking..

click on their vid..

saw their socks.. i was like wth?

i was prepared to be disappointed by their debut stage..but surprising, I'M NOT!

their dance is amazingly synchronized. (just like how suju is)

their song doensn't have auto tune..

mmm. infinite.. i'll rmb this name.. =]

2010-06-10T16:42:00.000-07:00

OMG~

this show totally sparks off my super fangirl-ing mode!

i keep screaming sia.

the reason? heechul is so cute!!!!!!!!

it's so rare to see heechul shy. xp

so rare to see him look jealous and speechless!!

he's totally a super fanboy of sohee (wondergirls).

SO FREAKING CUTE~~ ^w^

and i love what he wears today~~

my type!!! xp xp xp

wahh!! oppa playing piano/keyboard. aishh whatver!!

but why is he sooo prince-like today?

i thought i could only see it in his dramas!

KYYYYYAAAAAA~

so cute!!!! =]

i'm now super mad over kim heechul!

MILKY SKIN KIM HEECHUL, SARANG HAE YO KIM HEECHUL~ xp

2010-06-10T05:57:00.000-07:00

i'm planning to wear sth like this tml...
lols. but of course i won't look as nice, cuz i'm not as skinny as the "model".
pardon for the drawing. xp the mouse is a little hard to control~

2010-06-10T05:42:00.000-07:00

woohoo~

this is yuri in an uniform advertisment before she debut as snsd!

isn't she pretty?

she has that innocent look too~

who would have thought that the sexy yuri now used to look so innocent~ =]

2010-06-08T07:48:00.000-07:00

hear that?

fans cheering for KIM HEECHUL!

he's so cute!

LOL-ed at heechul's expression when the fans shouted KIM HEECHUL~ KIM HEECHUL~

(take mic away from himself and stare)

he sure looked pissed.

and i seriously feel ashamed of those fans!

why the hell did they scream like this?!

I CAN'T HEAR MY PRINCE SIWON SPEAK ENGLISH!

oh~ all thanks to the 1600 fans!

THANK YOU~

C'MON! SUPER JUNIOR IS TALKING!

GIVE SOME RESPECT!!

I KNOW THEY'RE FREAKING CUTE AND HOT!

BUT THE SCREAMS JUST KILLS ME!

if i'm one of the suju members or the host, i'll throw the mic down the stage!

for the second time, i'm embarrassed to be a singaporean!

first, SG fans broke down door trying to see shinee.

next, SG fans screaming at the WRONG time!

when ppl talk, YOU LISTEN.

didn't your parents teach u?

if suju hate SG elfs and nvr come to singapore again, curse those 1600 fans!

@#$%^&*()

i'll be the first to curse!

hehe. this is so much cuter!

i love how eeteuk smiles at those stuff that his members did!

he seems like a very kind leader. =]

eeteuk has a body of a devil, but he sure have a heart of an angel.

no wonder he's voted as the best leader of kpop groups.

and his nickname given by fans is ANGEL TEUK. xp

awww~ cute~

totally smiled when he said, "My best friend Galaxy S, my father Samsung, my uncle Singtel. I love Singapore!"

ok. i've made a huge decision.

from now on, my name is singapore. i'm singapore. singapore is me!!! xp

I LOVE U TOO EETEUK~~ ^^

(don't be too jealous~ heechul. xp)

2010-06-03T11:30:00.000-07:00

LOL-ed when kyu played the wrong note on the clarinet!

his expression is too cute~

his expression is like: -look here and there- opps! did anyone hear that?

aigoo, cute magnae~ ^^

if i had know kyuhyunnie plays the clarinet, i wouldn't have quit band. =p

to ryeowook's fan~ (ahhem, u neo hu u r)

i highly recommend u to watch thefamouscookiedough's channel!

ryeowook's vid is really cute~ always kena bully~

aigoo. poor thing. xp xp xp

ryeowook is freaking funny in attack on the pin-up boys!

the movie is boring! -.-

i wouldn't have watched it if the stars aren't suju oppas~

but wookie makes it all fun and funny. lol

2010-06-02T11:29:00.000-07:00

kyochon chicken must be a rich company..

they only hire top idol group to do their ad.

there's shinee, snsd..AND SUJU!

SUJU DID THIS ADVERTISMENT FOR TWICE!

muahahaha~ what does this tells u? -smirks-

anyways, here's their now kyochon chicken cf.

cute like crazy!

cuz the guys are dressed in chef-uniform!

which chef in the world could be as cute as suju?

if u realised, my heenim is the only one not wearing chef-uniform!

why so unique?

我认为有以下几点：

1. uniform not enuff.

2. heechul just refuse to wear the chef uniform.

3. HEECHUL IS THE MOST POPULAR MEMBER! （特别待遇 xp）

but then hor. i think if is based on popularity, should be leeteuk eh.

cuz leeteuk got the biggest fanbase, followed by heechul, followed by donghae, eunhyuk and sungmin. =]

aiya, don't talk too much le. ENJOY THE CHICKEN CF!

(onew must be salivating while watching the cf. xp xp )

GOD!
PLS BLESS ME WITH LOTS OF LUCK!!
LET ME WIN THE LUCKY DRAW AND SEE SUJU!!! T.T

ahhem. okay...
after watching suju's cf, let's watch snsd's.
SNSD is totally the cf queen of korea!
i think the products that they advertise for can't be counted with your fingers.
phones, phones and phones, milk, chicken, cosmetics, etc.
(cf = advertisement )
cf queen used to be song hye gyo, kim tae hee, lee hyo ri and yoon eun hye, blah blah blah.
cf king? lee minho and 2pm!
why not dbsk, suju or big bang?
cuz overly popular groups are expensive! =p
i think they're too busy.
（ actually, i think is those group de 身材 lose to 2pm. 身高lose to lmh. xp 2pm's muscles!! -salivates- lols. remind me of horses. so muscular! but hot!-- only refering to nichkhun)

this mv is uber cute！^^
but yoona should seriously get less screen time.
popular so what? what's with the 差别待遇?
this cf shoot until as if she's the main character!
THE P.D / EDITOR IS SUPER BIASED!
c'mon! it's SNSD's cf! =.=
anyways~
Yuri is so FREAKING PRETTY!
(she’s the one in hot pink hairband and her hair is let down de. Dress is blue with pink belt and she’s got turquoise- coloured socks. She’s holding a baby pink phone. Wearing a pearl-like yellow necklace and there’s a white ring on her index finger of the left land.)
i like the baby pink phone!
ahhem. nvm..

2010-05-30T23:15:00.000-07:00

SUJUISM - Watch the best video clips here

i really dk what to say..
oppa, don't cry.
suju will last forever.

2010-05-30T22:32:00.001-07:00

i think heechullie oppa is still as cute as ever!
i've noticed his change in mood~
i just he just love his blonde hair.
but recently...he started having a weird hobby.

HE LIKES GHOSTS!!!

A representative of the radio station stated, “While talking about getting scissor-locks, Heechul suddenly got into the whole ghost thing. He asked for a picture with a ghost photoshopped in. He asked for a picture of him holding the ghost’s neck, but I couldn’t find a picture of a ghost with its neck being choked, so I just did whatever.”

taken from:http://www.allkpop.com/2010/05/heechul-likes-to-play-with-ghosts

lols. weirdo.
cutest weirdo ever!!!!
(not forgetting yesunggie~ xp )

love heenim's dimples! ^^

2010-05-26T08:37:00.000-07:00

ahhhh!
faints*
heechul actually once dressed up as a girl in order to go on a date with his girlfriend!!!!
what?!
girlfriend!?!!!
girlfriend??!
zzzzzzzzzzzzz....
he actually kept petals in the dark!!
i mean, fans will be jealous la.
but we'll still support you~
somemore that girl is celeb..
i wonder who it is..
must be super chio de!!
cuz if bf chio-er than her very paiseh leh.
heechul so pretty~~right?

after careful considerations..
i think heechul and yuri totally look cute together!!!!! =]

i swear when i saw this pic, i punched my fist into the computer moniter(onto that woman's face)

oh that lucky bitch!

heenim looked so 无奈...

who could this cute boy be?
yea, it's my kim heechul!
lols.
i just learn that, to be good looking when you grow up.
you first have to be good looking since young.

the following pic might hurt your eyes..prepare a sunglasses!

TADA~

isn't heechul good looking?

he's freaking hot right??

some ppl just dk how to appreciate him!

LOL-ed at this pic.

the 2 famous ultimate weirdos in suju!

heechul had that evil smirk while yesung gave that blur and dazed look.

super contrasting!!

so cute!!

BLOOD AB TYPE ROX~

love yesung in this hairstyle!! ^^

this is the cutest pic i ever had!!!!

omg!

heechul and sungmin's expression were such daebak!

I LOVE their AEGYO expressions~~~

who would believe my oppas are now in their late twenties?!

heechul the crazy fanboy of wondergirls. ahhem. i mean sohee.

he's mad about sohee.. i swear he is...
i think he's mad about her as much as i'm mad about suju!

puahaha.

didn't mean to show off.

according to k-popped..

SUJU performed for 45,000 fans in vietnam for their concert!!

and for 15,000 fans in malaysia!!!!

the 15,000 tickets sold out in 3 HOURS!

which is 5000 ticket per hour and 83 tickets per minute!!

back then in m'sia, rain only had 10,000 fans attending his concert!

amazing right?

this is the power of suju.

60,000 fans watched their concerts in 2 countries.

if we were to add those fans who didn't have $$$ to go for their concert..

plus fans from korea, thailand, china, philipines, indonesia, singapore and some minority of angmoh countries...

omg! how many fans did suju have?!

haiz.

i'm just too PROUD OF SUPER JUNIOR!

2010-05-26T07:07:00.000-07:00

almost every kpop guys says yoona is their ideal girl.
some claims she's the prettiest in kpop girl group?
oh c'mon!
she's pretty, but to the extend of being TOP la!
so exaggerating.

0 this is yoona.. (i know she's pretty!)

but these are the girls that i find pretty too.

it's unfair to say that yoona is the prettiest!!

i mean, these girls aren't not that bad!

sulli from f(x). ------she's only 16! so young~

yuri from snsd! she's so attractive! she's my fave girls in kpop groups! ^^

krystal from f(x)! she's the sister of jessica from snsd.

jessica is said to be one of the prettiest in snsd.

but aren't her younger sister gorgeous too?

gahee from after school. she's 30!! still pretty~ jealous*

taeyeon from snsd! i love her smile~ teeth very straight and shiny~~~ ^^

sandara park from 2ne1. this is thunder's(mblaq) older sister! ^^

btw, don't u think dara is prettier without makeup?

her makeup in 2ne1's mv is....

2010-05-23T01:44:00.000-07:00

super junior coming to singapore and i can't see them cuz i have to buy the whatever samsung phone!!!!
wth!!!!
can you understand my feeling!!!!
i feel like stabbing myself now!!!
shouldn't have bought lollipop!!!!
ahhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i can don't see fti, can don't see shinee, but i must see super junior!!!!!!!!!!!!!
why is this happening?!
singtel totally sux!!
sell the tickets!!!!
why force ppl to buy phone!!!!!
800 pairs of tickets given nia!
wth!
only 1600 can see suju!
how can u do this to sg ELFs?!!!!
it's soooooo unfair!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i totally feel like cursing now!!!!
should i go airport kidnap suju?!
9 of them sia!
i need accomplices!
anyone?!
ahhh!
i'm going crazy!!
dunno la!!!! T.T.T.T..T.T.T.T.T.T.T.T.T.

2010-05-22T02:53:00.000-07:00

I'M A TOTAL KHUNRI~~xp

yuri + nichkhun = total hotness! =]

and.. fine.. after watching this mv.

ya, i admit yoona is pretty.. but she's too overrated.

i still think she isn't the prettiest in snsd. ..

good thing she've got taec.

khunri FOREVER~~ =p

(i've nvr been so supportive of a "couple" other than yooneunhye and joojihoon)

2010-05-19T01:45:00.000-07:00

i think mir and hongki really look freaking alike!!
and i love both of them!
zzzzz..

2010-05-18T07:20:00.000-07:00

damn. mir is so cute. he should have been the male lead instead of joon.

but hehe.. joon being the male lead spares my innocent magnae from that kiss.

lols.

2010-05-15T17:30:00.001-07:00

when is suju the hottest?
when they are shining on stage!!!! ^^

SUPER JUNIOR- BOOM BOOM

SUPER JUNIOR- BONAMANA

2010-05-15T08:00:00.001-07:00

KEVIN IS REALLY SUPER CUTE~~~~
OMG!
i'm now crazy over him!
he's my newest obsession now!! =p

this mv is a lil old.
but who cares?
kevin is super cute~~~

u kiss manmanhani (am i that easy?)~
just look at the blondies~
omg~ kevin and eli are loved! so cute!

erm.. kevin is the only one with brown jacket! ^^

2010-05-14T08:02:00.001-07:00

sorry dongho..
-flicks him away-
i'm now MADLY IN LOVE with your hyung..
yes.. your hyung, KEVIN!!!!!!!
SO CUTE! HE'S LIKE A DOLL! =]
-hugs-
(cuter than you. =p no offence)

lols. poor kevin..
how can they spell your name as "keh bin"?
no worries, i can pronounce your name properly.
so..COME TO ME~
lols. i sound like a mad and crazy fangirl!!
am i always like this?
-looks at my previous posts-
ahhem*
KYAAAAA~
CABIN~
-coughs-
KEVIN~~~~!!!

aigoo~

look at his eyes and his smile..

who is he trying to smitten? =p

and his skin looks so soft and tender...

-licks my lips-

-reach out my hands-

ahhem*

lols. i just wish i have a skin like his...

you all don't 想歪 hor~

--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------O.o i was so scared abt my obssession for idols.

so i went to surf the net.

according to a youtube vid called pop in seoul (arirang)

i've got solo syndromes!!

lol!

it's caused by being single for a very long time and

you start being obssess abt idols instead of a real guy.

omg..

but the problem is.. there isn't any real guys for me to gets obsessed over!!!

at least kpop idols are more pleasing to the eyes as compared to a real guy.

no offence to zilian kuang.

2010-05-14T07:28:00.001-07:00

mblaq's comeback teaser. "y"

lols~ they're so hot!!! (excluding outfits)

MIR~!

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

1 MILLION VIEWS~

WHAT?

1 million views?

3 days.. 1million views!

that's the power of SUJU~

YEAH~!!!!

LET'S CHARGE TOWARDS 5MILLIONS VIEWS, YEA? ^^

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

SHINDONG OPPA, CONGRATS!!! =]

PLS BE HAPPY! ^^

credits: www.allkpop.com

aren't they a cute couple?? =]

esp shindong. lols! =p

love his mushroom hair!!!! (CUZ I TOTALLY HATE HIS HAIRSTYLE IN BONAMANA)

NaRi {heart} DongHee.

ya ya!

how sweet! =]

don't make me jealous! =.=

2010-05-11T21:56:00.000-07:00

omg!!!

their full mv is out!!!

yeah~~~~~

my heechul is so hot with this hairstyle!!!!

omg!!

look at leeteuk and donghae's bods!!

omg!!!! they're all so hot!!!!

suju is back!!!!

FINALLY BACK!!!!!

you have no idea how happy i was!

i couldn't even scream!

i was stunned!!

i was like.. omg.. is this real.?

i look at my calender and it's only 11!!!

awww~

cute ~~boys~~ MEN are just good at giving ~~cute~~ HOT surprises!!!

THEY'RE SOOOOOO HOT!!!!!

SUPER JUNIOR, HWAITING~~~~

2010-05-11T19:48:00.000-07:00

BE PREPARED...
CUZ WHAT YOU'RE GONNA WATCH NOW IS GOING TO CAUSE A HEART ATTACK~~

yuri and nichkhun are my faves in their groups..
if they ever date, i'll raise both hands to support!!
aren't they cute together??

i'm so envious of yuri!!
she's got a pretty face, perfect hourglass body and she gets to stand beside nichkhun..!!
AND she's in the same dorm as seungri AND IN THE SAME COMPANY AS MY SUJU,SHINEE AND DBSK~
what's life? =p

1 MORE DAY TO SUJU BONAMANA~

why does times passes so slowly!

curse the clock!

2010-05-10T03:06:00.000-07:00

YEA~

at first, when i heard this song, it sounds a lot like bollywood songs..

but the more i listen, THE MORE ADDICTING IT GETS!!

I'M BRAINWASHED~~ i can't stop clicking on the replay button!!! what's wrong with me?!!!! T.T

"bounce to you~ bounce to you~"

okay.. don't just say it, PROVE IT! OPPAS~ BOUNCE TO ME!! =P

anways, this songs sounds a lil like a combination of sorry sorry and ring ding dong~ lols..

TWICE THE HIT~ ^^

and my heenim got lots of parts in this song~

oh..i really hate to say this..

BUT SUJU GOT FIRST IN CYWORLD FOR THIS SONG IN JUST 1 HOUR FROM THE RELEASE OF THIS SONG!!!

crazy or what?!

haiyo~ why are they so amazing? xp

2010-05-07T08:05:00.000-07:00

like what i've said..

SORRY SORRY, IT'S SUJU'S TIME AGAIN~

and suju oppas agrees~ lols

why do i love suju so much..?.

june 2009..i started paying attention to kpop idol groups, suju caught my attention with their catchy tunes for sorry sorry, and their perfect, synchronised dance steps..

23-28june 2009, i watched ehb, full house and goong t... i was attracted to suju's homour and playfulness...but only to a few members.

1 july 2009, i watched 'a walk to remember', because of that vid, i call myself an ELF, for i've decided to love suju not just because of their songs, their dancing abilty, their humour...but because of who they are. they might not be the newest boyband, not the youngest, not the hottest. but THEY ARE THE 13EST. the reason to their success... was 13rotherhood love. i admire them and love them for that bonds they had with each other. this was when i learned to cherish all 13 members, cuz they're all precious. in suju show ep8, they said they'll 13 forever.

8 may 2010, only 11 kept the promise. one went to pursue acting career. his name is in suju. where's his soul? his body?

the other one wants to leave the group.

i watched the teaser for n times, going all excited abt suju's comeback!

they'll make it to the top! i 13elieve they will! as they're always the 13est for me!! ^^

initially, i was able to adapt the thought that there'll only be 10 members in the mv.

10 members...why 10?

1 went to serve the army.. the other 2 had lost their memory.

when i, a mere fan of suju can rmb and cherish the "walk to remember".. how abt them who had experienced the walk with the members for at least 10 years?

i'm disappointed to see 10.. i miss the times where i can see suju appear on show as a 13.

if i'm a mere fan is disappointed, how abt the members?

haiz..

2010-05-07T00:37:00.000-07:00

haiz.. super junior is back again... =[

i'm really sorry, all kpop idols.. =(

but i really don't know how many FIRST is suju going to get again...=(

go hug your fans and cry~!!

CUZ SUPER JUNIOR IS GOING TO DOMINATE THE KPOP INDUSTRY ONCE MORE!!!!

WEEEEE~~~~~~

btw..WHY ARE THEY SOOO HOT?
i bet their mother didn't teach them that being too HOT is a CRIME!!!!!!

rofl~ =p

my heenim is back in hotness!!!! ^^

no more beggar-style hair.. aren't you glad, heechullie oppa + petals? ^^

even if i flunk all my papers, i'm still happy!!!

anticipating ....

super junior's miinah/ BONAMANA/ beauty~~~

I'M WAITING FOR THE ALBUM~~~

I'M WAITING...

STILL WAITING..

WHEN'S 13 MAY COMING????!!!

2010-04-10T05:10:00.000-07:00

sawadika~
i'm here to say...
THAI GUYS ARE SOOO CUTE!!!!! =P
saw "golf-mike" on suju's cf and i was like..WOAH~
SO CUTE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and...
NICKHUN(2pm) is SUPER CUTE~~~ !!!
aiya.. actually no need to say le..
cuz nickhun is famously-cute!!
OMG~
found 3 cute guys from thailand!!

when i was spazzing my kpop idols and telling my mum how cute they are,
my mama said that cute guys don't only exist in korea and taiwan..
i was like.."-roll eyes- really meh? thailand dun habb leh.. s'pore...ahhem.."

after i saw nickhun, i was like 半信半疑..."mmm..thailand maybe got shuai ge leh! nickhun is so cute~~"
now still got golf-mike!!
OMG!
next time go back thailand must open eyes BIG BIG~
if not will 走宝！
哈哈！我还真是一个名不虚传的“色女”呀！

girls~ how do they look? -smirks-

eh.. can dun say i'm shallow?

lols.. it's normal for girls to look at CUTE guys,

and for guys to look at CHIO girls..

hahas..

if i go gaga over girls, wouldn't it be weird??

....OMO!! YURI IS SOOO PRETTY!!!! SNSD~~~~~ =D

i'm weird.. lols. i admit...

2010-04-09T00:39:00.000-07:00

this song is so nice..and the mv is very well-made..

there's a heartbroken feeling even if no one is crying.?

WEDDING DRESS....

lols.. i have a feeling i might start liking taeyang/bigbang.. =p

2010-04-02T02:44:00.001-07:00

WTH!!
MUST USE BACK OLD PHONE!!
MY JET REALLY SPOIL SIA!!
I CURSED IT TO DIE WHEN I WANTED LOLLIPOP..
BUT NOW WHEN I FINALLY FEELS THAT JET IS BETTER THAN LOLLIPOP, IT DIED ON ME!!!!!!!!
BYE JET.. R.I.P
HI W880i i didn't expect to use u again...

there's really sth called retribution! T.T

2010-03-18T01:19:00.000-07:00

i want a red lollipop phone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

but i just got my jet 2 mths ago!!!

AHHH!

-HEARTBREAK-

2010-03-18T00:07:00.000-07:00

snsd's new mv!!
run devil run~~~
run run run run~~~
THEY'RE SO CHIO..
zzzz..
i'm so jealous!!
YURI!! YURI~~ YURI~!!
she's as pretty as always~
sooyoung too~~~
and seohyun~~~ ^^

2010-03-14T03:16:00.000-07:00

while i'm reading SHAO NIAN WEN ZAI...trying to complete the 21 chinese book reviews...

i'm thinking..
WHY AM I DOING THIS?
WHY MUST I STUDY?

ppl says study=future..
but i dun see that point!

i have no dreams!
nothing for me to strive for!!
idk why i'm here strugggling to finish my hmwrk!
this isn't what i really want!!!

i hate studying!
but i have to study!

haiz..

my life sucks!
no talent.
no brains.
no money.
no 身材.
no beauty.
no dreams.
not cute.
not attractive.

being bimbotic is so easy to others and yet so difficult and impossible for me..
bimbos are pretty but brainless.
i'm ugly and brainless.
i really have nth to my name.
what i have is lumps of fats!
if i'm born a pig, i might be very valuable.
but since i'm a human being, those fats are as worthless as shit..
oh wait..
shit can be used a fertilizer.
but fats?
it got no use but to deprive you from pride and happiness.

geeez....
life is so unfair.
[[unfair to ppl like me..
and sooo fucking fair to ppl like SNSD..=.= ]]

2010-02-21T03:41:00.000-08:00

yo peeps!
i'm back!!!!....ALIVE!!!!!
i thot i was die dere!!
it's toooooooo "fun"!!!
after i went there, i've got a few important annoucements..

1. I WANT TO GET MARRIED!!! NOW!!!! ... to my computer la!! hehe.. miss it so much!!! it's killing me for not being able to see shuaigers for 3 days!! HELLO? IT'S 3 DAYS LOR!! I CAN'T EVEN USE MY PHONE!! IT RAN OUT OF BATT IN 2 HOURS OF VIDEO-WATCHING!! T.T i'm bored to death..miss my suju, shinee, mblaq, 2pm, 2am oppas sooo much! and of course snsd unnies... ('m sorry ft.island...[minus seungho! he's too cute~]) I LOVE DORKS~

2. I'M SOOOOO GOING TO KOREA!! I'M GONNA LIVE THERE!! -hug the pillars of korea airport- you know hor.. there got quite a few foreigners.. the koreans are sooo outstanding!! damn pale!!! their skin looks like its gonna burst if you touch them!! i would totally die to get a skin like theirs!! NO WONDER THE CELEBS CAN GO ON-SCREEN WITH JUST BB-CREAMS...i seriously not kuazhang-ing lor! i NEVER seen that kind of tofu-like skin in my entire life in singapore!! super envious!!!!!

indonesia is not fun..
dun go there unless u have friends with you..
of course, friends who love you over fishes..
@#$%^&*(
my parents dumped me in the chalet to go fishing..
zzz..
i'm alone in the room for 2 days!!
they morning fish, night also fish..
me leh?
do homework..
(and i played with my dad's phone.. shhh.. i tell u uh.. if i sdnly disappear, i'm probably out there working to pay for my father's phone bill.. i surf the net on his phone for 2 days.. i'm soo dead. but what to do?! i really got nth to do ma!)

I'M DUPED!!!!
rmb?
i once blogged abt how much i dun wan to go indonesia..
then my father angry...
he say what very fun uh.. got a lot of youngsters.. got HAI XIAN DA CAN (seafood feast)..
the moment i see the "youngsters", i feel like going home!!
to my parents, they're young la..
to me..
they're...
erm, you know, an estimation of 10 years of age-gap is alot..
when they're watching pokemons or powerpuff girls.. i'm still no where on earth..
whne they're doing their psle.. i'm still learning abc..
sooo.. talk to them?
forget abt it..
they got their bf/gf/hubby/wife to pei them..
it's like.. except me and my brother and one ah-mah..
couples here and there.. AT LEAST 7 PAIRS OF THEM!
I'M A LONELY SOUL~

HAI XIAN DA CAN?
ha! ha! ha!
fried, steams, stir-fried, baked...FISH!
yea.. just fishes..
over 20 plates..of fishes..
blehs..
(there are 21 ppl..)
and i swear i won't underestimate guys le..
i dun really see any guys 10cm taller than me..
i think at least 20-30cm!
freaking tall!! zzz...
the girls are around my height..
so.. i'm not tall.. =.=
i'm 167cm and i'm average..
woohoo~bubbles popped..
T.T

i'll never go there EVER EVER AGAIN!!
unless i see my oppas/unnie there..

(can u imagine it? my mum says the guy look like my beloved key!!! oh no~ key is so much hotter~ )

2010-02-12T08:18:00.000-08:00

bought a yellow nail polish...
joy thinks it's weird.
my parents think it's too flashy...
but...
i love it!!
hehe!!
btw,
yellow= onew + ft.island
lols.. show my support for my idols/爱的..

btw, here's a song!!
ryeowook vs. onew!!
very hard to choose, cuz they both have different voices..
and both sing until very touching lei..

wookie, his version is softer and gentler.. yet sad...

but hor!!

onew's version really touched me..

i was tearing for some reason.. he sounds soooooo powerfully-sad!

it gives me a feeling that onew is hurt..somehow..

i choose him, cuz i somehow could feel the extreme sadness that this song is trying to potray

dubu is always cheeky and weirdish.. and very lame =.= (onew sangtae/onew condition)

but when he sings, he's like super charming lor!!!!!!

KYYYAAAA~ DUBU!! SARANGHAEYO! (lawls)

lols~ as u know, i'm very suju-biased...

suju over all groups!! =p

but on the other hand.. i'm EXTREMELY heechul.dubu.key.kyuhyun-biased...

love them like crazy!

so... i vote onew!! ^^

what do u think?
onew or ryeowook?

PABO (FOOL) - PARK HYO SHIN. (original singer)

2010-02-12T07:08:00.000-08:00

awww~ i'm so in-love with kwon-ga in!!!

they're the cutest couple ever!!!

CUTEST COUPLE!!

hehe.. jokwonnie is so cute trying to lower his voice to look manly..

(it's okay, kwonnie, your alto/soprano pitch is equally attractive!! ^^)

lol! look at him~ he's jealous~ =p

the stomp at the end is soooooo cute!!

from my weak understanding for korean, the guy in suit is singing something like "i love you~ i only love han ga in.."... i think so ba..not too sure.. then the song played when jokwon gets angry is something like..".........why is my heart hurting......why am i crying..." ---it's the ost for CRUEL TEMPATION! lols. ga in got tempted.. =p

then kwonnie lowers his voice and sings.. "all that i can give you is popo!!" lols.

popo= kiss/peck..

kekek!!

kwonnie is tooo cute~

-grabs kwonnie and run- =p

2010-02-11T05:39:00.001-08:00

haiz..
i think i dun have even time in my life..
24 hours is too little..
30hours would be just right.. no? =p

2010-02-05T08:17:00.000-08:00

my blog song is so ironic!
she remembers all the happy things..
and for me, i remember all the unhappy things.
geez...

joy, i'm trying hard to achieve my goals in life..be it academically or my appearance.. jiayous to the squares~

chia hui.. i'm too ugly to even take photos of myself.. so sorry..i dun have any pics to upload..mmm... how abt this? my motivation to slim down!!!
they look good in almost everything!!
be it skirts or skinny jeans!!
this bunch of girls just make me want to rip them up alive!!!!!!
they got good looks, good figure, nice legs, can sing, can dance...and they're famous...
most importantly, they're in the same company as suju, shinee and dbsk!!
ugh!! so jealous!!!
BUT I LOVE THEM~!! =p
yuri is soo pretty and cute~
she has the same height as me..
167cm, but then she's like 25kg lighter than me!!
oh god~
i think it'll take me forever to exercise and to be as slim as her!!
I NEED SLIMING PILLS!!!!
(got recommendation????)
like what i've said, double the effort, double the results..
wah.. 45kg...
it seem sooooo far..
i 55kg jiu happy liao..
maybe la.. see first lor..
must see shencai porportioniate ma..
if 55kg still look fat.. jiu slim lor..
slim until really slim denn stop...
anyways,
jiayous for me ba~ !

their height ranges from 158- 170cm..

only 2 girls are taller than me...

but even the shortest look taller than me lor..

that's the impact of weight..

i must slim down... cuz i DUNWAN to LOOK SHORT!!!!

chio right?! =p

2010-02-05T07:09:00.000-08:00

haiz..
i just made my dad angry by saying that i dun want to skip sku to go indo cuz i have exams the following week!
and he said he booked the tickets liao!
so? exam leh!!!
if i fail, the one getting affected is not him, but me lor!!
i dun want to fail any paper and i CANNOT fail!
he's probably the only father who will get angry when his children say: "daddy, i dun want to go on a holiday eh, i want to revise"...
wtf?!
SHOULDN'T HE BE LIKE..." OH!! MY DEAR DAUGHTER, I'M SO PROUD OF YOU THAT I WANT TO HANG YOU ON THE FLAGPOLE TO SHOW OFF MY WONDERFUL DAUGHTER!!"
no?
maybe not, hanging your daughter on a flagpole sounds stupid..
and i think i'm so heavy that the metal flagpole will bend into a semi-circular shape..
ZZZZZ...
need to lose weight la~
for 3 days i brisk-walk for 2km and i sweated like mad and the results is....
1KG?!
UGH!!!
i lost 10kg in one months just on eating sliming pills everyday..
but i almost gained it all back!!
eat = nvr eat lor..
zzzz..
really must be consistant!
be it exercise or eating sliming pills, it must be done constantly lor..
cannot stop de..
i think i'm hooked on sliming pills..
do you think so?
i got it so much from the doctor that the doctor says i should stop..
if i go this time round, it'll be the 6th or 7th packet?
but i think i really need to buy sliming pills..
sliming pills + exercise, double the effort, double the results?
any recommendation for sliming pills?
i heard there are side-effects for overdose of sliming pills..
some ppl will get stomach-problems, intestine problems.. and some just die..
luckily, i'm not one of those..
but i might be one of them if i continue to turn myself into a sliming-pill-container...
do you think i care?

yes, i don't...
i'm going all in to lose weight..
even if i die, i want to die beautifully..
i dun want to be so fat that i can't even be stuffed into the coffin!
how embarrassing is that?!
i dun want a extra-large coffin!
i've been livng with XL all my life!!!
NVR!!!
i dun want a xl-coffin... i really dunwan...
i dun understand why life is so hard for me..
some girls are born to be chio...
eat tons of junk food still skinny like hell!
and me...
i just need to eat 1 packet of tibits.. the next day, i'll gain a kg..
some girls are born with fair and flawless skin...
me?
patches of rashes here and there!
the only thing i'm proud of myself is my height..
167cm? at least i'm not a dwarf..
but what's the point of being tall when i'm fat..
i won't look nice on clothes...
i want to wear nice clothes...
i want to dress like a girl..not an auntie!!!
i'm only 15, i want to dress like a 15 years old!
not 45!

i'm disgusted by my looks..
but at least i could go out or look into the mirror now...
i used to be so disgusted that i nvr want anyone to see me.. including myself..
i have a horror of going anywhere alone..
without someone to talk to, i can't raise my head up..
cuz i keep thinking about my appearance..
there's no one to talk to... no one to distract me from my thoughts..
everytime ppl walk pass me, i have a habit of turning away or looking down onto the floor!
i can't survive without my friends.. seriously..
but i'm forcing myself to go out as often as possible!
why should i be embarassed of being joycelyn?!

there are ppl who says i'm not fat..
i'm only plump...blah blah blah..
c'mon!!
is it anywhere better!!
isn't it saying..
"you're not a beast, you're just ugly"
or "you're not a retard, you're just stupid"
or "you're not revolting, you're just disgusting"
it just makes me feel worse!!
i would rather ppl say "you're so fat!!!"
tell me the truth!
getting hurt directly is better than getting hurt indirectly!
no one understands the pain of being fat!
i'm 70kg! okay?!
i'm heavier than 99% of the ppl in school!
i'm a monster!!!
so?!
you think i like it?!
no!! obviously!!
i hate my body so much that i wish i could just slice of the meat!!!
but does it make sense to slice your own meat off?!
i'm just look worse without skin...

some ppl get teased about their weight..
they dun hear it, so they won't get hurt!
at the end of the day,the one who feels the pain is me!!
cuz i'm actually fatter and heavier!
i dun understand what's so funny about being fat!?
is it abnormal?!
thin ppl out there!
so what if you're thin!!
or so what if you're thinner?!
are you so proud of yourself that you have to put others down?!
don't you have mirrors at home?!
are you so confident of your looks that you can comment on my looks?!
if you're that confident...well, let me tell you..
you look like a piece of shit!
can you respect us!
even if we are fat, we have feelings too!
i hate ppl laughing at others..
cuz the one you should be laughing at is yourself..
look at yourself!
are you anywhere better?!
commenting is ok..it's just a comment..
but laughing?!
laughing just stabs the knife-of-insults deeper into the heart!
no one have the rights to mock others!
don't you understand?!
being thin and slim and tall and have big boobs or whatever doesn't mean you're hot..
that rotten mouth is just revolting!
words and words that come out of your mouth is just CHEAP!
but if being cheap is your hobby, i can't help it..
but do you know...
all my horrors of being fat, came from you!!!
everytime i find myself disgusting, i get reminded of you!!
yes you! the wonderful girl studying in ST.ANDREWS!
-rolls eyes-
so what?
being brainy doesn't mean that you're a cutie!
having big eyes doesn't mean you're a hottie!
just because i'm fat..
i can't live with pride...
you took my confidence away from me!!!
you took my pride away from me!!!
no one can insult me... never!
you can try, but be prepared for the worse..
there's a limit to my patience..
when people are forced to the ends, they'll do anything..
i'm now only a few steps to the end of my limit..
don't force me to shoot those words back.. at least for now..
you'll nvr want to hear..
i'll accept all the insults now with open arms.
when i slim down..
when i get my face done..
i'll have all the insults thrown back to you!
i'll return my pain..10 times of it to you!!
it's not only the st.andrew "princess"...
there's still you, you, you, you, you, you , you and you!
17 of you!
do you remember what you've said?
don't be too shock if i happen to smack a pile of shit on your faces..
it's just me..
i'm a very polite person..
i always return what i get...

i finally understand what ppl meant when they say all beings are born with kindness.. it's the environment that forces them to change..
i'm one of those people..
i've been insulted so much that insulting others became my habit...
i always believed that it's the character that counts...
i'm wrong...
if you're ugly, it's the end of your life..
humans are all hyprocites!
they say:"although you're ugly, but you're kind-hearted"
but they'll think: "kind-hearted...yea, but not the type for me, cuz you're ugly."
no?
ugly people nvr gets a place in this world!
is there a ugly pageant?
no... cuz no one is proud to be ugly!
that's the reason why beauty parlors existed..that's the reason why there are many designs for cl0thes, that's the reason why make-up existed, that's the why plastic surgery existed...
branded clothes, branded handbag, facials, make up foundation, blush, eyeliner, mascara, hair dyes, braces, double eyelid surgery, nose job, boob job, etc..
there's nvr ending of things to list..
cuz everyone is trying so hard to turn beautiful...
when everyone wants to be beautiful..
where in the world can, we, ugly people stand?
no where but hell...

2010-01-25T15:07:00.001-08:00

school is so tiring..
i can't seem to recover from my cough...
zzzz.

2010-01-09T22:26:00.000-08:00

what's wrong with me??
haiz..
i'm feeling a lil crazy recently..
idk what i'm doing or what i'm thinking..
i chatted with oppa and i found the answer to my problem...
only the strongest survive..
..how true..

i should be confident; should be proud of myself..

i shouldn't put myself down...

i'll should never give up..at least for now..

i'll doubly work hard for what i want~
JOYCELYN, JIAYOUS!!! ^^

2010-01-02T22:19:00.000-08:00

ONEW IS SOOOO PRINCE-Y HERE~~~~^^

his voice is so chocolately sweet~ just like kyuhyunnie!

and his english is understandable!! lols~

perfect!!

no wonder dubu was 2nd in his school..

proud*

ah hem*

though i have to admit that this girl is amazing, but i dun like her voice..=p

too high..=.= it just makes me stress..

GOSH~ SHE'S ONLY 11!!!

i'm jealous of all girls with huge eyes, pale skin, skinny body and beautiful voice.

on top of that, SHE'S SINGING WITH DUBU!!

-pouts lips with arm-crossed- jealous*

luckily she's not tall or i'll be SOOOOOO freaking jealous of her!!

i wonder if her studies is good..

aiishh.. enough of analysing her looks..

i think she might be scouted by some entertainment company since she's really pretty!! ^^

but i think heenim's eyes is the prettiest of all i've seen. =p

anyways.. i'm still struggling with my hmwrk..

confirm cannot finish de.. T.T

2009-12-31T21:19:00.000-08:00

it's new year!!
weee~
and it's sungminnie's bdae!!!
happy bdae to you, happy bdae to you..
happy bdae to sungminnie,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!

sungminnie, our aegyo king is 24 TODAY!! ^^

(if we count it the korean way, he's 25~)
anyways, i can't give him a present, so here's my wish!!

hope he'll be happy and healthy everyday!!

GET MORE AND MORE FAMOUS!!

hope he'll get lots of PINK PRESENTS from ELFs today~

oh..lastly..

MORE AND MORE CUTENESS FOR US FANS~~

here's some sungminnie cuteness!!=D

2009-12-30T07:01:00.000-08:00

woah.. this week is busy~
my cousin came to my house for overnite on 25 and 26th!
i thot he'll come on Jordon's bdae, but he came early...
geez.. i even told joy i can't meet on 28th cuz my hyperactive cousin is staying overnite!!
ugh! my present!! (lols!)
i think he really got hyperactive lor. couldn't stay still for a second..
boys will always be boys...=.="
but he really got art talent!!
omg~ i think he'll be better than me..
tell you guys a secret, do you know my art is the WORST in my entire cousin-world?!!
i always took my art "talent" as a pride, but my cousinS are soo good at it!!
jealous*

kekeke, but en en didn't spoil my plans~
i managed to go out with joy on monday..
and received my present!!
it's soooo cute!!
i'm glad i didn't have to wait till sku reopen!
to joy, i'm a beauty leh~~ =p
hehehe..

my brother got a late bdae, 27th dec!!
just 4 days and he would be a year younger! so shuay~
anyways, HAPPY BELATED BDAE!!
HOPE YOU'LL DO WELL IN SKU NEXT YEAR~
1 thing i can't promise u is that, jiejie can't stop bullying you!!
you're too cute~~
(i think i'm a sicko, i just like it so much when ppl gets mad!---esp jordon...=p)
hahahs~

2009-12-25T00:25:00.000-08:00

i'm falling for 2am more and more~

i think they're amazing!

this song is freaking nice.. but there's not much views!

this is "friends confession".. enjoy! ^^

if u think their voice is nice, listen to "this song"!

it's great~

want to put these songs as my blog song.. but there's sth wrong with mixpod recently..
support 2AM~~~ =D
haiz...
things aren't going too well recently..
hope everyth will turn for the better in year 2010..
anyway..SUJU HWAITNG!!

2009-12-23T18:03:00.000-08:00

merry x'mas!!!!!!
may all our wish come true!!!!
SUJU GOTTA BE THE CUTEST SANTA(S) EVER!!!!!!!!!
kekeke...

my wish for christmas is:
1. i hope "sm crisis" will be over!! (suju, shinee, snsd and dbsk HWAITING!!)...
2. i want to reach my target weight!! ^^
3. i want to do well in my studies!!
4. my family and friends to be happy and healthy!! =D
5.ALL MY WISH TO COME TRUE~~~

2009-12-22T00:12:00.000-08:00

it was dbsk..and now suju?
i can't believe hankyung is filing against sm bcuz his contract forbade him from pursuing a solo career..
he wants to terminate his contract...
i dun understand why..

is he leaving cuz he's having a hard time with the "slave contract"?

or is he leaving cuz he wants to be a solo artist?

i can't imagine hankyung leaving suju...
what's gonna happen?

2009-12-14T20:35:00.000-08:00

aigoo~ dubu!!!
생일 축하합니다!!!
20/21 years old le!!
(20 if we count it our way, 21 if we count it the korean way)
hope onew sangtae goes on and on (that's my wish)!!
it's so funny that all the fans are hoping you'll stop falling!!
i hope you'll stop falling too!
GET TOP IN SCHOOL!! (DUN GET 2ND LE~ ALTHO IT'S AMAZING!! )
anyways, this is your first bdae wish from me after i became a fan~~ =D
your best birthday present: CHICKEN!! ^^

here's a vid from other dubu fans!!
happy bdae, onew~

....from today onwards, i'll celebrate all 18 oppas' bdae...

it's a promise~

aishh.. i think i'll keep forgetting..like this year..

2009-12-12T08:14:00.000-08:00

AHHHH!!
THE CHIPMUNK VOICE IS KILLING ME!!
IT'S TOOO CUTE!!!
ESP. THE GIGGLINGS!!
i'm going crazy over SHINee!!!
esp onew!!
faints*

2009-12-11T03:55:00.000-08:00

weee~
suju's new song.. sorry sorry- answer!!
i think it's to tell us the story behind the apologies..
i hope it'll be a amazing "love" story!!
haiz..
still waiting for eng sub..

2009-12-10T07:46:00.000-08:00

recently, i'm crazily obssessed with SHINee!!
onew is sooo freaking cute~
love his "onew condition"!!
kya~!!!
he totally flew up to the second place in my heart after heechul!!
they're both really 귀여워!!=p

just now i was looking at heenim's photo..
omg!!
my heenim is so pretty when he ties up his hair for the award-giving ceremony!
he's a guy and he's like million times prettier than me!!
arrgh~
dun believe?
pls look at the following picture:

i'm so embarrassed..

kot mi nam is the IN-thing recently~
the prettier you look, the more popular~
(like taeminnie!! ^^ )
why do guys look great when they look like girls?
mmmm...
idk~
but i like kot mi nam A LOT~
to the extend of forgetting the definition for "handsome"...
lols.

heenim is super cute when's he's young!!
(taemin really look like him eh~
they both have pretty eyes~)

AHH~ HEENIM!

if my brother looks like this, i'll probably love him to death!!
lols.
i'm so mean~
...ok la...
jordon is quite cute and good looking also..
at least he's better looking than me....=p

gosh..

i really suffer from serious fangirling disease..

do hmwrk do until halfway go see shuaigers~

then started blogging about them~

aiyo..

i'm incurable~

back to do hmwrk le..

bb~

2009-12-05T21:17:00.000-08:00

i'm going crazy cuz i want to buy suju's japan premium live concert dvd!!
it costs $96 dollars!!
omg..
maybe i should buy.. or should i not?
maybe i really should, cuz i didn't get to watch their concert!
but then, it's fcuking expensive lor~
what the hell...
but..
i preoder le. =D
tho it's expensive, but i'll pay to "watch" the concert..
i think it's better than watching live..=D
so apologetic to my parents for spending their money..
but since i used my own pocket $$$, it should be fine..
my mum thinks me loving super junior is fine~
cuz i used my own savings to buy their albums.. =D

at least i'm better than jordon, he doesn't use his own savings de leh!
everything he wants is parents buy one lor~
i'm super jealous of him lor~
but then, his monthly pocket money is only 25% of mine,
so i should stop complaining since i have more than enough to spend....
flaps* flaps* flaps*
i could see my money flying away~
but i'm glad since i get to buy the dvd!! ^^
i totally missed the photobook...T.T
i'll take this money from my piggy bank to reward myself for...
reward for..
for..getting into dsdh ba~
i almost have no excues..=p

i dun wann to be those cheap fans who download their dvd clips from the internet...
suju has 13 member.. from the $96 dollar i pay,
the whole group earns $9.60 and divided by 13!!
which is less than a dollar each!
omg... it's so little...
ppl who doesn't want to pay shouldn't get what we have to pay for..
grr~
suju hwaiting!!

from now on..

i'm going to start saving to patch up the space in my piggy banks..

2009-12-05T02:44:00.000-08:00

if you've noticed.
i've deleted everything i posted in year 2008..
to me, it's not just deleting posts,
but it's deleting a year of my life...
it's a year i dun ever want to remember!
it's too tragic~
i hate the joycelyn in 2008..
i was a slut..
and a idiotic bitch!
2008 is total nightmare!
dun ask me why..
if you're a close friend, you should know why..and i'm really sorry..
if you're not a friend, why should you know?

2009-12-04T05:46:00.000-08:00

this song is super nice~

but the mv was the weirdest i've ever seen...

following up is "nothing better"..

this song is really soothing..and the lyrics is beautiful.

end of my songs recommendation..

do listen to song at my previous post..

i've been listening to lots of "fast songs" recently..

it's nice to get a change and listen to "slow songs"

"don't leave don't leave" and "nothing better" are one of the few songs that i fell deeply in love with..

taeyeon and sunny's "sarang in gul yo" is really nice too..^^

(THEY'RE FROM SNSD!!! ^^)

it's the first track of my blog song..

or you could just see this mv, the lyrics are eng subbed..

do spend some time and listen...=D

2009-12-04T05:24:00.000-08:00

walau..

recently i super emotional lor!!

ALL BECAUSE OF "YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL!!"

the shinwoo so kelian..

reading this song lyrics makes me want to cry..

how could minam reject him??!!!

he's so nice!!!

the nice guy always loses the girl!!

the mean ones gets the girl..

like goojoonpyo and taekyung!!!

but then i still like taekyung more than shinwoo!

he's so cute!!!!!!!! got the best smile~

having a beautiful smile is the most important thing on your face!!

right?

hehe..

jeremy(hongki) is always all cheerful and cute..

until he found out minam likes taekyung instead of him...

and he cries so painfully when singing the proposal song!!!

this drama broke my record!!

the first drama which made me cry almost every episode!

this is better than bof!!!!

million times better..

bof sux!!

i totally dun see why i bought the drama..

it's so kuazhang..

zzzzzzzz...

helicopters to school..

what a braggart.

lastly, another nice song from YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL.

without words, by park shin hye.

2009-11-29T05:22:00.000-08:00

i want a samsung corby/LG New Chocolate BL40/ lg ice cream,
it's so nice~!!!
i like colourful things~

if i get a samsung corby, i'll probably get orange or hot pink?
if for lg ice cream, probably blue or pink or white?
(i like all three colours!!)
tho lg bl40 is only in black, but it's so sleek!!

aissh..
when i can get a new phone?
my contract going to over le..
tsk, time is passing so slowly..

2009-11-27T07:23:00.000-08:00

gotta start my hmwrk..T.T
so reluctant to end my playtime!!
i got too much things to watch!!
cuz i got a lil too greedy on getting idols..

i have lots of decent kpop idols like:
-SUJU!!(well, who doesn't love them??)
-snsd
-dbsk
-ft island
-shinee
-2pm

drama idols:
-yoon eun hye
-lee da hae
-JANG GEUN SUK (i'm back to my old flame! =p) !!

gag idols:
-boom
-jokwon {lols, jokwon is from 2am (idol group, singing ballad songs...)
idk why, but kwonnie oppa just seem "indecent" to me.. he's cute in a weird way~}

see??
that's why i'm so busy on the computer watching their shows!!
too much to handle~
but i'm glad that i have something to do, other than just homework!! =D
doing hmwrk is fine, but then it's too boring!

i need VARIETY!!
even if it's dinner, you need to have veggies and soup and meat and rice..
you can't possibly just eat veggies or just eat meat or just drink soup or just eat rice!!
how disgusting it'll be?!
just imagining it is enough to make me puke..
HOMEWORK!!!
90% ARE CHINESE!!
@#@$%^&*
sheep meh meh got no sense of "variety" at all..=.=

i helped my daddy paint the house..

my house looks like it's dipped in cuppacino (whatever it is spelt) and then covered with desert sand that got stuck on the wall when it flew by~

2 colours!!

looks weird cuz i'm used to my house being white..

2009-11-24T19:57:00.000-08:00

i'm still in m'sia..
now preparing to go home..
going to take coach/bus =D
when i came i was all excited about taking train but the train didn't turned out what i expected..
it's old and stupid!!
it broke down halfway through the journey and
I HAVE TO WAIT FOR 2 HOURS FOR THE MAN TO REPAIR THE fcking train!!!
@!#$%^&*(

i totally wasted TWO HOURS of my PRECIOUS YOUTH on that stupid, tacky train!!!
UGH!!!!!!!

at m'sia, i've influenced both my cousins into liking SUJU and SNSD!!
I DID WELL~~
praise me!!!!
they think suju oppa and snsd unni are cute and dorky!! =D

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JOY..YOU'RE MISSING SO MUCH IN LIFE!

POHYIN.. PLS START YOUR LOVE ENGINE AND START LIKING SUJU AGAIN!!

JIAHUI..watch out~~~ i'm gonna brainwash chu~~ =p

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anyways..
i'm such a wonderful fan~
always trying to brainwash ppl into liking my idols...=p
it's not hard since my darlings are so cute~~~
right?? heechul??

somewhere in my dreamland,
a fairy came flying to me and said:
“OH, the most beautiful and demure and mature and nice and cute and smart lady on land.. your friends are missing you~~"
upon hearing that, the beautiful and demure and mature and nice and cute and smart me decided to buy you girls something..
it's not a big thing..
not expensive..
but it's still something..
MUST CHERISH HOR~

in a few hours time..
the beautiful and demure and mature and nice and cute and smart me will bee back in s'pore!!
pls come and welcome me with limousine and red carpet!!
oh!!
..and suju walking the red carpet wimme!!! lols

cya all soon. buhbiies~

2009-11-20T05:07:00.001-08:00

RING RING RING!!!
ANNOUNCEMENT! ANNOUNCEMENT!!!
THE GREAT ME WILL BE MIA FOR A WEEK~
MISS ME, WILL YOU??
hahas...
i know you will~
cuz i'm so nice, so cute, so adorable, so funny and SO IMPORTANT~

kekeke~

i'm so embarrassed from all those self-praising..

but i think i did pretty well in describing myself! =p

ANYWAYS..
if you miss me.. you might get presents~
so miss me~ miss me~mi mi mi mi miss me~
=D

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before i go..
i'll post this vid!!
MY HEECHUL aegi and JANG GEUN SUK ex-hubby 's CHIPMUNK IMITATION!!
finally understood why heenim was chosen to be the voice for one of the chipmunks in korean ver. of "alvin and the chipmunks"
i totally scream on the top of my lungs!!
IT'S SUPER CUTE!!!!
I'LL GIVE YOU A GUARANTEE FOR THAT!
REALLY CUTE~
feel like pinching heenim's cheek! =p
(only audio)

cannot recgonise voice?
the one who spoke the most is my beloved HEECHUL~
bilibililibip~

2009-11-19T04:53:00.000-08:00

WEE~
I'M BACK!!
..WITH HEENIM'S NEWEST PHOTOs!!!
I WANT THAT MAGAZINE!!
HE'S SO SMOKING HOT!!
GET READY A FAN AND YOUR SUNGLASSES!
AND PREPARE FOR SOME BLING BLINGS~~~

his eyes is drawing you in~
he got the BEST EYES!!

OMO!!
HE'S SO PRETTY IN THIS PHOTO!!!

love his hairstyle~
what's with the pearl necklace?!
but it looks great on heenim!!
oh well~ what doesn't look great on him?
-smirks-

oohh~
heenim lost 8kg..
AND GAINED SOME ABS~
HE'S BECOMING MANLY!!!
-drools-
hahas..
not as defined as siwonnie oppa's, but not so bad!!
KEEP IT UP, HEECHULLIE!!!
LOVE YA~~
((i'm so sick)

i really like this photo, his profile is PERFECT!!

MY HEENIM IS SO GOOD LOOKING~

aigoooo~~

-pinch his cheeks-

HEHES..

END OF MY DREAM~

ADMIT IT GIRLS!!

AREN'T YOU DROOLING TOO??? =p

2009-11-14T07:18:00.000-08:00

I'M IN A SAPPHIRE BLUE MOOD TODAY~~~~

OHHHH~
I WAS UNHAPPY FOR NOTHING!!
ss501 was leading the vote yesterday...
BUT TODAY, SUPER JUNIOR IS LEADING!!!
HAHAHS!!
I KNEW IT!!!
THERE'S NO WAY ELFS WOULD LET SS501 OVERTAKE DOUBLE S!!
(seee??? i'm not lying!! http://mama.mnet.com/2009/AwardVote/AwardVoteForeign.asp )

suju is leading the MAMA (mnet asian music award) with 2,343,126 votes from overseas fans!!
HURRAY!!!
GREAT JOB ELFS!!

too bad joy, there's no way suju is gonna lose!!
how could they possibly lose?!
hahas~
i'm sooooo proud to be in love with suju oppas~
I MADE THE RIGHT CHOICE~

ok..i'm not exactly anti ss501 cuz i'm in a really good mood now~
ss501 is kinda cute~
and not so gay~
as long as ss501 dun get 1st, I'LL LOVE THEM!!
i'm very SHALLOW, yea?
but that's how i work my life~
dun like it? too bad!
i'm not gonna change for anyone~
KEKEKE!!

SUJU OPPAS GETS FIRST!

SUJU OPPAS GETS FIRST~~~

2009-11-13T04:04:00.000-08:00

totally can't imagine that suju is second now!!!
pls let suju win first!!!
2009 is suju's year!!!!
SUJU IS THE TOP!!
AND THEY MUST BE THE TOP!!

WHY DID SS501 POP OUT OF NOWHERE?!!
cannot let ss501 win!!!
who the hell is ss501?!
they weren't even popular before boys over flowers!!
or did they even exist?!
BOF FANS SUX!!!!!
FUCK THEM ALL!!!!
I'M ANTI SS501!!
STUPID GAYS!!

PLS VOTE FOR SUJU!!
EVERYDAY!!
OR AT LEAST ONCE!!!
SORRY SORRY IS THE BEST!!
http://jay-sujuforever.blogspot.com/2009/10/how-to-register-and-vote-for-mnet.html

U R MAN by SS501 is nice~
but can that be comparable to sorry sorry?!
where did all the ELFS go?!!

2009-11-07T07:56:00.000-08:00

6th NOVEMBER 2009 WAS SUJU'S 4th ANNIVERSARY!!
HAPPY ANNIVERSARY, MY DEARS!!
these 4 months were really fun with suju around...
their songs were great and their dorkiness nvr fail to put a smile on my face..
hahas..
love them loads!!
hope that they'll be the LEGEND of kpop!!!
all the way, super junior!!
SUPER JUNIOR HWAITING!!!! ^^

today is my mummy's bdae!
i'm here in this world because of you!!
you gave me the chance to experience life..
you're always there when i needed you..
thank you soooo much!!!!
I LOVE YOU!!!!
wish that mummy will always be pretty and healthy and happy!!!
MUMMY, ILY, MUACKS!!!

2009-11-04T06:30:00.000-08:00

I'M NOW MADLY IN LOVE WITH JONGHOON OPPA!!
ah~~~
what's wrong with me??!!!
but isn't he cute???

what am i saying?
i mean, of course he is!!
he's famous for being an uljjang before debut!!

uljjang= best face (internet)

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okay..next topic!!
i was rewatching a talkshow heechul is in and i suddenly got SUPER ANGRY!!

WHAT'S WRONG WITH SM ENTERTAINMENT!!
though heechul got some flairs in acting...
but he's FAR FAR BETTER IN TALKSHOW!
or being an MC!! ---(he did do some mc-ing recently... )
BUT STILL..NO TALKSHOW!!!!
why?!
he's sooo REAL!!!
very straightforward and cute!!!!
unlike some idols that are just plain fake!!!

IN CONCLUSION!!!!!!
i dun like him in dramas!!!
I CANNOT SEE THE HEECHUL I LOVE!!

SOMEMORE ONLY SUPPORTING CHARACTER!!!
PLEASE LA!!!
HEECHUL'S FACE CAN BE THE MALE LEAD LIAO LOR!!!
i dun find korean actors very shuai eh!
just grab any k-pop idols and compare lor...
they are just plain BLEHX!(except for hyun bin and lee min ho...)

of course,
those cute/hot/pretty and talented ones surely go become idols de ma!!
who wants to act in those pathetic dramas when you can earn millions everytime you hold a concert?! *roll eyes

i miss heechul!!!!!
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!
i want to see him in more talkshow~
genie, pls grant my wish...

i read news that he lost 5KG IN A WEEK!!

he says want to have the v-shaped face he used to have and he doesn't want to look like a pig?

WHERE GOT LOOK LIKE PIG?
got pig so shuai de meh?

even tho pigs are adorable;
and i love them, but i like heenim more!!
=p

okay la...
i admit he does look better after the weight loss~

o.o
i'm soooo shallow...

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enuff of fangirling!!
i'll blog about the cake-making at pohyin's hse...
not today, but soon!!
please anticipate!! ^^

2009-11-03T02:07:00.001-08:00

woooo~
最近我有在注意SHINee wor~
i loved their "replay" and "juliette"
and now their "ring ding dong" totally rings at my ears!!

taemin freaking looks like the miniature of heechul!! =p
same company also eh!!
wadd a coincidence!!
both are SUPER CUTE!!!
짱!

in shinee...
i kinda like onew and minho!!
hahas...
i'm greedy, yea?
sometimes, i just wonder:

how many boyband-crush do i have??
A LOT A LOT!!!

and i'm too lazy to list them out!!

BUT SUJU IS MY ONLY ONLY HUSBANDS!!

I'M VERY "DEVOTED"!!( you know??)

I'M A ELF(by heart)!!

ermmmmm...

the rest are just my secret affairs!!!

just secret affair, yea? =D

but now it's an OPEN SECRET!

KEKEKEKE!!!

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for the sake of joy..
i'll explain the korean words i've written in my post...

1. 짱 : best/great!
jjang

2. 난 정말 바보입니다!! : i'm really an idiot!
nan jong mal ba bo ip ni da

3. 내가 바보 예요! ! ! : i'm an idiot!!
nae ka ba bo ye yo

4. 파이팅!! : jiayous!!
pa ee ting

2009-11-02T05:30:00.001-08:00

난 정말 바보입니다！
내가 바보 예요! ! !

i realise i've been such an idiot...
time have past..
i should have moved on instead of dwelling on it!!!
the life ahead will get better!!!

JOYCELYN!!!
파이팅!!

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mmm..

my korean have improved by a whole lot!!

i've studied hard recently! =p

very hardworking eh!! ^^

talking about "studying"...

hnwrk haven't start yet!!

revision hor..

still stuck at the first few pages of the physics file!!

nvr moved on at all!!

shen diao xia lv, also stuck at pg 60 of book 1!!!

i'm sooooo lazy when it comes to serious matters...T.T

2009-10-29T04:00:00.000-07:00

YEAH!!

MY SUPER JUNIOR M'S SUPER GIRL ALBUM FINALLY ARRIVED!!!

hugs*

omona..

i think suju oppas are overly hot!! =p

shuai-ness overload!!!

2009-10-26T21:13:00.000-07:00

i opt my choices le...
hope i can get into double humanities...
i dun think you gurls even care if we're not in the same class or not...
so i'm not going to care anymore..
just opt whatever i want..

i know i've done well..
if we don't end up in the same class...
i can only blame myself for not being as smart as all of you...
no one told me to be friends with a bunch of brainers..
it's me, myself, who wanted to treat you gurls as friends!
who can i blame for looking stupid?!

top 10 in class..
top 40 in school..
i did all my best!!!
but as usual...
i'm always the odd-one-out...

i'm never in those wonderful catergories all of you have achieved!
i dun mind being the last among all of you!!
i dun yearn to be better than any of you!
i just want to be part of you!!!
why are you ppl so smart?!

i'm happy for wadd euu've achieved...
and also of wadd i've achieved...
but the thing that makes me sad is that...
BECAUSE OF MY STUPIDITY, WE'RE NOT GOING TO BE FRIENDS ANYMORE!

thanks for helping me in my studies..
i'll love to be everlasting friends with all of you...
but logically,
it's IMPOSSIBLE...

though we say we can still be friends even if we're in different class..
we'll see how it goes...
i dun think we can last more than another 2 months..
the homework given next year will be so much until you can't breathe!
mock test and mock tests!!
where on earth are we going to find time for each other!?
so...in these 2 months of school holiday...
let's go out as often as possible..
let's create the most beautiful memories...
and then bid farewell to each other...

2009-10-26T05:23:00.000-07:00

if i cannot go double science; double humans just bcuz my maths cannot hit criteria hor..
THE TEACHERS ARE BLIND!!!!
i work even harder and push myself to my brim!!!
even if i study until i die, i'll make them regret for not choosing me into dsdh!!!
I'LL SHOW THEM THAT I CAN DO IT!!
IT'S ONLY ON HOW MUCH I WANT!!!
IF I WANT SOMETHING, I'LL DO ALL MY BEST TO GET IT!!!
I DUN BELIEVE HARD WORK DON'T PAY OFF!!!

JUST WATCH ME CLIMB UP!!
OPEN YOUR EYES AND WATCH!!!
I WON'T FALL!!
IF I DO,
I'LL PICK MYSELF UP!!!
THERE'S NO SUCH THING AS PERMANENT FAILURE IN MY DICTIONARY!!!
DON'T DESPISE ME!!!

if i ever get into double science; double humans,
i promise i'll study very hard!!!

granny..
if you can hear me,
pls bless me with the entrance of the same classes as my best friends..
i'll make you proud of me!
i'll study well to make my parents proud of me!

I KNOW I CAN DO IT,
CUZ I'M NOT THE OLD JOYCELYN!

2009-10-24T21:51:00.000-07:00

my fwenz told me that i got 12th in class and 60th in the whole lvl...
and ms zeng say i might be able to go double science...^^
BUT!!!
since the results for science in the result slip is wrong,
my position might drop by alot cuz i did very badly for physics..
my science is only 60+ %...
i dun think i can enter double science...

my maths also..
60+% nia...

everything dun meet the criteria...
how am i going to get into the classes i wann with only english meeting the criteria?!

IF I GET INTO DOUBLE SCIENCE CLASS,
I'LL WORK SUPER HARD!!!!
I SWEAR I'LL ONLY TOUCH THE COMPUTER ONCE A WEEK!!!!
AND I'LL STUDY EVERYDAY!!!
BESIDES DOING ALL THE HOMEWORK GIVEN, I'LL DO EXTRA WORK MYSELF!!!
I'LL DO WHAT I PROMISE!!
I'LL CHERISH THE PLACE IN DOUBLE SCIENCE CLASS!!!
PLS!!!
JUST GIVE ME A PLACE IN DOUBLE SCIENCE!!
I REALLY WANT TO GO INTO THAT CLASS!!!
I MIGHT REALLY DIE IF I DUN GET INTO THE CLASS!!!
I'VE TRIED SOOOO HARD TO COME THIS FAR...
FROM SECOND LAST IN CLASS TO TOP 15!!!
TEACHERS, YOU COULD SEE MY EFFORT RIGHT?!
PLEASE!!!!

HARDWORK ALWAYS PAYS OFF, RIGHT???

2009-10-21T07:05:00.000-07:00

rmb i used to say joyjoy is very charming when she does her work?

here's the evidence:
(photos taken when the SQUARES were doing physics revision in mac)

snap*

and opps!

i was caught!!

look at her deadly stare!!
shivers*

ok..

then after exam..

i was rotting at home..

went out with hanwei and pohyin to kbox after lit paper...

i didn't sing much cuz it wasn't a nice day to sing...

didn't take photo...

pohyin sings really well..

hanwei sings well too!

but hanwei keep going to the toilet!!

grrr....

days later...

i was on9 on msn..

denn i got nothing to do...

so i went to click taupok and started chatting with her..

we decided to go changi airport on monday and catch a movie after tadd...
jiahui just dun wann to go out with us...

so in the end..

only me and pohyin go...

she keep snatching my DS on the train...

and she was screaming away while gaming..

O.o

but we had fun...

when snatching the DS, i pushed pohyin and she fell flat onto an empty seat next to her...

beside the empty seat was another person..

seeing that the person is a girl...

i laugh at taupok:" what a pity! it's not a shuai ge eh!! do you feel sad?"

denn when we were alighting,

i saw that the person tadd i thot was a girl was actually a guy!!!

omona~
i think i've hurt his feeling....

seriously, he's really pretty la!

i thought he's a girl with short hair even though he wore guy's clothes eh!!!

finally understood the meaning of “男不男，女不女”

aiyo...

what an embarrassment...

then finally reach the airport le..

pohyin dun let me take photo of her, i pian1 pian1 wann to take...

so i chased after her in the quite-empty airport...

meanwhile, i took 2 artistic photos of the surrounding...
and i took photos of pohyin when she's eating carrot cake..

still considering whether to post her pics or not...

have to see her performance on tagging my blog... ^^

2009-10-21T07:00:00.000-07:00

i'm such a coward...
i know what i want, but i'm afraid to pursue it..
that's why no matter how much i yearn to be a fashion designer, it'll never come true...

i just want to live a peaceful life like how everyone does...

2009-10-18T07:21:00.000-07:00

competing with pohyin on who can write a story faster (min 150 words)..
ok..
dun waste time le..
i'll start mine here..
she backed out...but i'll still post my story...

The Mini-story of an Elephant and A Pig

once upon a time, there lived an elephant and a pig..
they loved competing with each other..
be it studying or gaming...
then one day, they decide to have another competition...

E: oi! pig! let's compete on who's BETTER!
P: aiya... surely is i win de... you so fat, how can be pretty?
E: who says? fat is a kind of beauty...and you're nowhere thinner!!!
P: whatever! i have a beautiful pink body with my round, flat nose.and my black round eyes!!! so i'm going to be the winnner!! muahaha!
E: my long nose is more beautiful than your bloody flat nose!!!
P: i sound better than you!!
E: NO, I SOUND BETTER!
P: I'M CUTER!!
E: I'M MACHO-ER!!!

the arguement goes on until....
the handsome lion passed by...

L: hey babe? what cha doing??

P: (flutters her eye and twisted her body in shyness)..OH OUR HANDSOME KING, though kim hee chul is the handsome-st of all...but you're still handsome, your choice is the most important choice! PLEASE TELL US WHO'S MORE BEAUTIFUL!

E: YES, OUR KING! YOU GOT THE BEST ROAR IN THE WHOLE JUNGLE! THOUGH YOUR VOICE IS NOT AS GOOD AS KYUHYUN OR YESUNG OR RYEOWOOK, PLS TELL US WHO SINGS BETTER!!

P: TELL US WHO DANCES BETTER! EVEN THOUGH YOU'RE NOT AS GOOD AS DONGHAE OR EUNHYUK OR SHINDONG!!

E: TELL US WHO GOT THE BEST BODY SHAPE! THOUGH YOUR MACHO, BUT YOU'RE NOT AS HOT AS SIWON OR AS STRONG AS KANGIN!!!

P: TELL US WHO IS THE CUTEST! THOUGH YOUR NOT AS CUTE AS HANKYUNG OR SUNGMIN!!

E: PLEASE TELL US WHO GOT THE BEST SMILE, THOUGH YOUR SMILE IS NOT AS CUTE AS KIBUM OR EETEUK!!!

P & E: OH, THE KING OF JUNGLE, PLEASE TELL US WHO'S THE BEST AMONG ALL OF US?!

L: HEY! WHAT'S WITH YOU COMPARING ME WITH THOSE HUMANS? ARE THEY SO GOOD?

P: YES! SUJU IS THE BEST IN THE WHOLE WORLD!!

E: OF COURSE! THEY ARE BETTER THAN YOU, MY KING!!!

in fit or anger, the king ate the two creatures....

the moral of the story is: SUPPORT SUJU EVEN IF YOU'RE TALKING TO A LION!
hahas

2009-10-17T22:23:00.001-07:00

if being nice is a sin..
i've been sentenced to death!!!
haiz..
why am i such a nice person?

2009-10-17T22:02:00.000-07:00

really want to thank Joy for patiently listening to me and always tolerating my nonsense...
esp all the nuisance i've made last year...
i'm sorry...
i've never thought i've could get a friend like you whose always there for me...
i love how we're able to share secrets with each other..
i'm sure all the memories we had will be the most beautiful ones of all!!!
there've been times whereby we had cold wars..
those wars let me understood how important you are to me...
once a friend, forvever a friend!!
i'm really thankful for all you've done for me...
thank you and i love you!
((p.s. joy joy, don't show your hardworking side to anyone else.. it's really too charming!! you're mine!!! so don't try to seduce anyone!!!! ))
and hor!!!
don't be so blur, can?
who are you trying to gain pity from?!
rmb!
you're mine!!
kekeke!
just joking la~

pohyin...
you're the cutest friend i ever had!
always laughing at every possible thing..
aigoo~
my lil kitten~
how could there be someone so innocent like you?!
i'm serious when i say you sing really well!
i had fun studying with you!!!
you're a awesome teacher!
i owe 60% of my maths results to you..
if you weren't there for me to ask qns..
i might be still there scratching my scalp off while trying to find out the answers!
thank you! and SARANG HAE YO!!!
love the times we had going all crazy about LEE MIN HO!!
weee!!!
and then SUJU AND EETEUK!
tho you dun like them now, i won't blame you..
cuz i know you've given all your love to me!!
kekeke!!!
((i'm always joking about your GAO DU AND BIAN DU!! MIANHAE! i'm seriously joking! your shencai is very good~ hahahas! )
we'll be EVERLASTING FRIENDS?
RIGHT??

finally, my lu guang zhong!!!
my cute lil jiahui!
your seriousness makes you super adorkable!!
thanks for pei-ing me in school!
i know i always run to pohyin during chinese lesson and leaving you alone..
but i must be fair!
english pei joy,
chinese pei pohyin,.
and the rest i all pei you eh!!!
aiyo..
who asked me to be so popular?
thanks for teaching me how to do hmwrk too!!!
must talk more!!!
if not your tongue will rot de...
no air go inside...
aiya..
in conclusion, we must be friends until the day we die!!
i wann to know you more!!
1 year not enough..
i wann to "book" you to be my friends for (10 x 10) more years!!
i love you!!!
muacks!!

4 of us makes a perfect square!!!
each part/ side is very important!!
anyone missing, we'll be a triangle..
and triangle is an underwear-shape..
not nice.. so unglam!
so must remain as a perfect square!!
SARANGHAE YO!!!
forever friends!!!!!

next time we go out..
we must say...
hello...i'm joy, i'm joycelyn,i'm jiahui, i'm pohyin... we are the SQUARE!!!
lols

ps.. msg to members of squares..
if you ever get a bf, i must be the first one to know!
i'll make sure he'll treat you like a total princess!!
i'll pull his ear if he is late on your date!
i'll punch his nose off and pull his head off if he lies to you!!!
he shouldn't even think of tw0-timing..
cuz i'll make sure his #$%^%^^ will get twisted and tore off from his body by me! (ouch!)
NO MORE MANHOOD, NO MORE GIRLS, NO MORE FATHER DAY!!
i'll be there like a guardian angel for you!!! ^^
no one could hurt you..
it may be years later, but, I WANT TO BE YOUR BRIDESMAID!
don't forget hor!!

2009-10-17T20:53:00.000-07:00

zeng lao shi says i fail "bu ping fan de ai"...
my physic? 19 marks blank diao.
literature? 20 marks nvr do...

3 subjects fail le..
maybe i should just give up on studying...
i'm not born for it...

next year, no one knows what will happen.
but i know nth go will happen to me...

besides having a happy family and a bunch of wonderful friends, i've nothing to my name...
not good at anything..
there's nothing i'm good at...
not smart,
not prettty,
not rich...

everything that's bad hung onto me...
i think no one will ever bother if someone like me disappears into thin air..
not to say bother, will anyone even notice?

i'm just a insignificant one in the group...
i'm lame and talkative cuz it'll make me happier...
fine...
maybe i should stop talking...
it feels as tho my friends are getting fed up with my weird personalilty...

next year, we'll be in different class..
or rather, i'll be in different class from all of you...

2 more months and everything will be gone...
everything tadd happened will become a beautiful memory..
i wann my friendships to be everlasting..
i wannn everlasting friends...
but...
does anyone wan me as an everlasting friend..
a friend? maybe..
but a nonsensical person for a soulmate may be too much for them to bear...
but so?
I'LL STILL STICK TO THEM LIKE A LEECH!!!
HAHAS!

i really regreted for joining band last year..
i think i've totally wasted my time there...
the time at band practices could have been used for studying...
for someone stupid like me, it should have been so...
if i had concentrated more on studying last year,
i wouldn't be here moaning about farewells...

maybe double science won't be so far away from me...
maybe getting 70% for maths wouldn't be so difficult..
idk wadd i've been doing last year..
i dun rmb anything that happens in class..
i dun rmb wadd teachers taught..
that's why i'm here on the finishing line for 1 years of studies when others are already at their second...
there's nothing i've learnt last year..
all i could rmb is pitch darkness..
i know i always sleep in classes..
i know i always get scoldings for not doing homework
or handing in late work...
and...
red marks of failing and failing of class tests...
C,D,E or F on my report book...
the only A i got was art..
what's the use of being passionate about art and craft?
nothing good will come out of it...
my friends...
i dun rmb spending anytime with them last year..
cuz i'm always absent for school...

a great improvement, joycelyn!!
for i've never even lay my heads on the tables while the teacher is teaching this year..
i've tried all my best to change for the better..
if i ever fail my overall, there's nothing i could say..
it's myself i could blame..
for all the time i've wasted last year...
i've tried my best,
if that's the best i could go, i'll accept it...

2009-10-12T20:03:00.001-07:00

3 words to describe my feelings now..
stress, tired, worried

2009-10-02T05:47:00.001-07:00

FINALLY!!!
after begging my mum...
i could play the comp today!
YIPEE!!!

the chinese paper was freaking difficult!!!!
i felt like killing the setter!!!
bishh*
I WAS SO FED UP THAT I STARTED BASHING THE AIR LOR!!!!

kekeke...
joyjoy, pohyin, jiahui and i was talking about how to "punish" the tcher..
laugh until i cannot stand properly..
anyways.
just wish i can do well..
good luck for my papers!!!!

for me,
it doesn't matter if joy isn't in the same class as me next year..
BUT!!
joyjoy said she's tired of being in the same class as me!!
T.T hurt*

i said that cuz we would be able to go to sku and go home together since we live so near each other..i'm sure our fwenship will still continue even if we're in a diff class!
i'm totally hurt!
she's so mean!!!!!
tho i said that.. i do hope that joyjoy and i would be in e same class..
tsk..
did she really mean what she said?
.....
really wann to be in e same class as jiahui and pohyin..
cuz..
i think if different class denn the friendship will end le...
i seriously dun like to talk on phone...
and jiahui always dun wann to go out..
both jiahui and pohyin are in a different cca from me..

really dunwan to end this fwenship..
i'm just starting to get attached to their presence...
can't imagine how empty i'll feel without them...
my heart feels so uncomfortable now....
sometimes i wonder...
"do they feel the same about me?"
i'm like a leach...
always sticking to them..
why?
cuz i like being with them...
but to them, i think i'm a lil irritating...

joy feels tired being in the same class as me..
how about taupok and teddy?
do they feel uneasy/irritated when i'm around?
like: "why is this girl so freaking noisy?"
or "she should just go away..."
or " why is she even here, gosh! i hate her.. she should really go and die.."
or " is she stupid? why is she always disturbing me with those maths qns?"

whatever they feel..
i'm going to stick to them all my life..
they are the first batch of friends i ever felt so easy with...
i can joke and behave like how i am at home..
they're like my family...
with them, i feel comfortable..
they could let me forget about unhappy stuff..
i feel safe around my friends.

though it's a lil mushy...
but i do love them..
all 3 are as important as any organs on my body..
i wouldn't want to lose them..

ppl says "friends made in sec school are for life.."
but how true is that?
we'll see next year...
i'm confident about how i feel towards them..
but how about them towards me?
i'm lost..
i just wish they could tell me..
i really want to know..
i would rather them telling me
"shut up and get lost, bitch!"
than being so nice to me and them hating me inside..
i'm scared..
my personality is not so well-liked by ppl..
i'm known to be weird...
i'm scared that my besties find me irritating too...

sign*
i'm feeling so stress now...
all 3 of them are in e top-10 class's standard eh!!
and me?
highest i ever get till now in sec school is 19th in class...?
how am i going to enter double science with them?!
my chinese is going to fail...
i'm 80% sure...
gonna work really hard for the rest of the subject..
or else i think i'm going to get retained...
and get separated from my "love"...

lols..
maybe for "bu ping fan de ai"
i should have written this..
maybe tcher would be so touched that she gives me a high mark..

AHH~
GOOD LUCK TO ALL!
AND GOOD LUCK TO ME TOO!!

2009-09-20T07:35:00.000-07:00

omo!
sungminnie is not just cute!
he's freaking hot!!!
how did he manage to blow off the candle with a "stick"?!!
ahh~
i'm soooo proud of suju!!!

ahh~
this is an old new.. months ago?
BUT!!!
it is making me love heechul more!!!!!
he's 3rd when it comes to styling himself!
he should be first!!
simple drop-dead gorgeous!!

kekeke...
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~miss kimbummie...T.T
glad to see him here!

2009-09-18T00:38:00.000-07:00

WOOTS!
SUJU-M 'S NEW SONG!!!
SUPER GIRL!!!

( 4 days, 353,288 views! see? this is suju! ^^)

at first when i listened to this song..
i was like O.o
didn't like it..
but the more i listen, THE MORE ADDICTIVE IT IS!!
gosh!!!
love how they look here..
kekeke..
MY SUPERMAN(s)~
stylish and cute ones!
[unlike the original superman who wears red undies inside-out..
with red and blue "swimsuit" and a red cape...]

2009-09-15T07:42:00.000-07:00

ok lor..
joy says i'm really weird compared to average person..
one of the reason is..
EVERYONE BELONGS TO ME!
(sounds like kyuhyun...is he an AB?)

thinking about it...
ya..
i think i seem to claim that everyone is mine..
the whole suju..
the whole fti..
all my friends..

lols..
BUT AREN'T THEY MINE?
they ARE my lovers!

why are they my lovers?

cuz I LOVE THEM!!!
and i'm pretty sure THEY LOVE ME!!!!
b'cuz i'm really nice and kind-hearted~
even if it's suju and fti,
they'll love me too!

cuz we're their "employer"..
NO FANS= NO FAME..
NO FAME= NO PPL BUY ALBUM..
NO PPL BUY ALBUM= NO MONEY
NO MONEY= THE END!

so they love every single fans!
kekeke!

but suju and fti will last long long long..
cuz THEY ARE SO CUTE!!
EVERYONE!
ALL 13 + 5!!! ^^

ok..
enuff of fangirling..
haiz..
EOY IS COMING!
3 MORE WEEKS!
and the amazing me is still blogging!!!

i'll on9 only every sat from now on...
today is an exception, cuz i need to do IT research..
IDK WHAT TO DO!
so anyhow do the research and then blog lor..
kekeke!!

MUACKS LOVERS!!!
GOOD LUCK FOR EVERYTHING!!!
SUJU AND FTI BECOME LEGEND!
FRIENDS GETS INTO CLASS THEY WANT!!
AND OF COURSE..
ME GETTING INTO DOUBLE SCIENCE!
WISH ME GOOD LUCK!!
i wanna to be a doctor!!
or a plastic surgeon?
good at "drawing", good at judging ppl's appearance!!
don't i fit the criteria?!
kekeke..
so embarrassing~=p
i'm going to make everyone pretty(as pretty as heechul!!not prettier.. cuz he's the BEST!)!
(and i'll know which celeb is fake or not!! kekeke!...if i'm famous..)
but i'm too kind hearted..
i don't dare to cut ppl's face..
cuz it's too painful..
and RISKY!

if i fail..
the clients will scratch my face OFF!

or maybe not...
but if i'm the client..
maybe i'll pluck the surgeon's nose off first before scratching his/her face..
i'll bet it's fake!
=p

ugh!
enough!
my post is always never ending..O.o
but it's ending now!!!

SARANGHAE YO!

2009-09-13T09:09:00.000-07:00

found something on the net months ago.. i decide to post it...

Type A
-have a deep-rooted strength that helps them stay calm in a crisis when everyone else is panicking.
-tend to avoid confrontation, and feel very uncomfortable around people.
-shy and sometimes withdrawn.
-seek harmony and are very polite, but all the same feel that they never really fit in with others.
-very responsible. If there is a job to be done, they prefer to take care of it themselves.
-crave success and are perfectionists.
-very creative, and the most artistic of all the blood types, most likely because of their sensitivity.
-stressed and conscientious.

Type B
- the most practical of the blood groups. They are specialists in what they do.
-When they start a project, they spend extra time understanding and trying to follow directions than others might.
- When they are doing something, all of their attention is focused on it.
-They tend to stick to a goal and follow it through to the end, even if it seems impossible.
-They tend to be less than cooperative, as they like to follow their own rules and their own ideas.
-They are individualists.
-pay attention to their thoughts a little more than their feelings, and therefore can sometimes seem cold and serious.
-often considered more relaxed, freewheeling, and unconventional than other types,

Type O
-outgoing, energetic and social. They are the most flexible of the blood types.
-They easily start up projects but often have trouble following through because they give up easily.
-They are flighty and not too dependable.
-O types always say what's on their mind.
-They value the opinion of others and like to be the center of attention.

- extremely self-confident.
Type O, the most "average" blood type, is considered the best type in Japan.

Type AB
-People with blood type AB are hard to categorize, often said to be weird/living in their own world
-They can have characteristics on both ends of the spectrum at the same time. For instance, they are both shy and outgoing.
-They easily switch from one opposite to another, esp. mood
-AB people are trustworthy and responsible, but can't handle it when too much is asked of them.

-They don't mind doing favours or helping out, as long as it’s on their own conditions.
- People with this blood type are interested in art and metaphysics.
- like to set their own conditions and thinks that they deserve the right to drop out when things don't meet their expectations

AB is considered the worst blood type.

In predictability-loving Japan, they're loose cannons.

They're known to be sensitive and considerate—at times—but it just isn't enough to balance out the flaws in this blood type.

For a while, some companies tried dividing their employees into work groups based on blood type, and no one wanted to work with the AB group!! (why blood AB are so nice? like me! and heechul and yesung and hongki!! we're nice ppl! ^^)

i think i'm far nicer!!!

am i weird? no!

am i a loose cannon(crazy)? no!

O.o

friends..

is this accurate?

am i really like what they describe?!

JOY! ANSWER ME!!!

A is most compatible with A and AB.

B is most compatible with B and AB.

AB is most compatible with AB, B, A, and O.

O is most compatible with O and AB.

2009-09-09T07:21:00.001-07:00

i'm going to show off my heechul oppa!!
he's super amazing!!

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With his ‘pretty boy’ looks, frank comments and 4-D thinking,
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NEWS 2:
TOP 10 MOST VISITED BLOG..
HEECHUL OPPA GOT 10TH IN POSITION!! WTIH 89405 VISITORS!!
and teukkie oppa got 7th! with 103098 visitors!
WEE!
SUJU HWAITING!!!

NEWS 3:
seoul magazine poll..
most wanted flower boy..
as expected.. MY HEENIM GOT 1ST!!

1. Heechul (Super Junior) 51.6%----more than half was his! isn't he amazing? who says he's not pretty?^^
2. Jaejoong (TVXQ) 29.98%
3. Taemin (SHINee) 5.58%
4. Donghae (Super Junior) 4.19%
5. Lee Teuk (Super Junior) 3.26%-----eeteuk oppa is pretty too!! I'M NOT BLIND FOR LIKING HIM! ^^

NEWS 4:
Super Junior member Kim Hee Chul’s mini homepage tops the most visited Korean stars’ mini homepages with a total visit of 22,455,755 people during January 1 to June 30.----WEEEE! IF I CAN READ KOREAN, THERE'LL BE MORE VISITS!! =P

!!!! SUJU OPPAS ARE SO AMAZING!!!!
ESPECIALLY HEECHUL!
EVEN HONGKI IS TRYING HARD TO BE THE SECOND KIM HEECHUL!
PRETTY! CUTE! HOT! FUNNY! CRAZY!!
HONGKI OPPA, YOU CAN DO IT!!

2009-09-09T06:09:00.000-07:00

you should really listen when your child is talking!
ah~
i don't think i'm wrong for being to frank and honest..
but i'm really apologetic for hurting your feelings..
i'll let my dream remain as a dream...
i'll not blame you anymore..
sorry daddy..
sorry mummy..

i'm tired*

2009-09-07T06:29:00.000-07:00

my results!!

eng: 69.8!!! (wtf? 0.2 mark to A2!!)

higher chinese: 63.5!!! (why?!)

maths: 59.5!!! (0.5 mark to B4!! ahhhh!)

science: 70.8 (wow~ highest for my sci ever..)

geog: 75.9 (thx! pohyin and hanwei! ^^)

lit: 76...(if only i scored higher for assignments..)

HE:73.4 (as expected, i can't cook..)

AISHHHHH!!!!
IF ONLY MY MATHS CAN GET HIGHER!!
MUST AT LEAST 80 LA!!
SO MANY PPL COMPETING..
WITH MY SHIT-LIKE RESULTS..
DOUBLE SCIENCE IS A MILES AWAY!!!

GOD-OF-MATHS!
PLS BLESS ME WITH MATHS-TALENT!!
JUST ONE PAPER!!!
JUST E.O.Y WILLL DO!!
I JUST WANN A PLACE IN D.S.C!!!
PLEASE~~~~~~

T.T
hope all subjects will improve..
if not maintain also good...
esp english..
i'm worried..T.T

{{ to joy: not gonna show you 2pm's pic.. i only like them bcuz of "again and again" and nickhun... NOTHING ELSE!!! pls rmb..
only SUJU AND FT ISLAND ROX!! =p }}

2009-09-04T07:27:00.001-07:00

AHH!!
ALVIN AND THE CHIPMUNKS KOREA VER.
GUESS WHO DID THE VOICES OF THE CUTE CHIPMUNKS?
SUJU!!!
HEECHUL AS SIMON (THE WITTY ONE WITH SPECS),
SHINDONG AS THEODORE (THE CHUBBY ONE),
and KANGIN (THE ACTIVE ONE)!!

DOESN'T THE CHARACTER ALREADY SUIT THEIR PERSONALITY?
AHHH~
HOW CUTE CAN THEY GET?

2009-08-30T21:18:00.000-07:00

ahh!!
TODAY IS THE BEST DAY OF SCHOOL EVER!!!

there's 2 groups who danced to SUPER JUNIOR'S SONGS (IT'S YOU AND SORRY SORRY)!!
I'M SUPER HAPPY TO KNOW THAT SUJU IS POPULAR!!
LOLS..

if it's the real suju, eveything will be BETTER!!!
I SWEAR I'LL CHEER UNTIL I LOSE MY VOICE!!
WOOOOO!!
(hahahas..)
SUJU HWAITING!!

2009-08-28T21:28:00.000-07:00

omona!!
nickchun is a thai mixed thai-chinese!!
wow~
i nvr expected that!
he looks so angmoh..
cute! ^^

2009-08-28T19:41:00.000-07:00

i was pretty sastified with my results for common test 2..
except for maths!

AISHH!
WHEN IS MY MATHS GOING TO STOP BEING LIKE "SHIT"!!
언제까지?!!!

2009-08-28T19:26:00.001-07:00

ahhh!
AGAIN AND AGAIN!!!
my fan-girling illness is getting more and more serious!
1 more group added..
2pm..
grrrr..
when am i going to stop?

aishhh..
let me see..
SUJU MY 13 HUSBANDS (should i list them?=p), shall be my only love (and heechul my love among loves =p)..
then fti and 2pm will just remain in a situation of 暧昧不明..
hehes!
they're so cute!!! ^^
settled! =p

(why am i fretting over weird stuff like this? lols?)

2009-08-24T06:29:00.000-07:00

aishh..
exam paper haven't take back..
damn nervous..

NO!!
I THINK JOY IS LIKING SS501!!
OMG!
WHY?!!!

cooking cooking!!

2009-08-23T06:02:00.001-07:00

euu noe this song is probably the cutest song ever!
somemore is suju-h sing de leh!
it's about a gf's culinary skills and her bf's feeling..
(lols.. i tinkk i'll be this kind of gf too..)
my cooking skills ish just !@#$%^!!!
that;s why i love this song so much!
it's super cute!!! ^^
here's e eng translation..
here's the eng subbed mv of cooking cooking! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ViqL-s44Ogo/
hahas.. don't this song suit our HE practical exam that's drawing near?

[GIRLFRIEND] Hey honey, eat a lot!

[SHINDONG] Uga uga! Uga uga!

[SUNGMIN] My girlfriend ([SHINDONG] is too pretty)
My girlfriend ([EUNHYUK] her heart is prettier)
But she also has only one weak point – she’s a more incapable cook than me

[EUNHYUK] Can’t cook rice either Can’t cook soup either
[SHINDONG] This and that She can’t cook anything!
[EUNHYUK] She can’t even boil ramyun’s water
[SHINDONG] She can’t tell between soy sauce and cola
[EUNHYUK] I like you a lot but…
[SHINDONG] I love you a lot but…
[EUNHYUK] If it is really like this
[SHINDONG] Marriage is just…

[LEETEUK] For some reason someday you invited me to dinner
You called me over at your house, I was looking forward to it
[YESUNG] I starved and starved and starved again while anticipating the delicious dinner you’ll give me
And imagining your delicious dinner I took a spoonful ([EUNHYUK] Can it be this tasteless?!*)
[KANG♡IN] Can it be this tasteless? What on earth did you put in it? ([YESUNG] Ew it’s too tasteless)
I could cook better than this with my eyes closed
[LEETEUK] How could you ask me about the taste? ([EUNHYUK] Whaaat!)
What am I to say anything but… ([SUNGMIN] Ooh, ooh it’s deliciousss)
I told her it’s really tasty, she smiles as she gives me another serving… please save me

[EUNHYUK] I haven’t got in touch with her for a few days
[SHINDONG] And her friend didn’t tell me news about her
[HYUK+DONG] She’s beengoign to English ([LEETEUK] I’m full) Japanese ([SUNGMIN] Anou) Chinese ([SHINDONG] Lai Lai~) lessons and has no time!

[YESUNG] Then she suddenly got in contact with me, she invited me for dinner once more
[LEETEUK] I told her I’m alright I’m full but I run to her hopefully with those feelings
[KANGIN] Can it be this delicious? ([SUNGMIN] Can it be this delicious?) Has a person made this? ([YESUNG] Oooh it’s delicious!)
[SUNGMIN] But I haven’t heard of such taste, not even in rumours
[LEETEUK] So she asks me about the taste ([SUNGMIN] It’s good! It’s good! It’s tooo goood!) As I shed a tear I told you ([LEETEUK] I’m going crazy!)
[YESUNG] It’s the first time since hair has grown on my head that I have such delicious cooking

[SUNGMIN] And I realize that for me…
[YESUNG] She’s been to cooking school ([ALL] Oooh it’s delicious!) Little did I know about that

[LEETEUK] Can it be so tasteless— ([SHINDONG] It’s not!)
[KANGIN] Can it be this delicious? ([SHINDONG] That’s right!) Has a person made this? ([SUNGMIN] Hey honey!)
[SUNGMIN] But I haven’t heard of such taste, not even in rumours ([YESUNG] Oh no, it’s delicious!!) ([LEETEUK] It’s too good! It’s too good!)
[LEETEUK] So she asks me about the taste ([YESUNG] the best!!!!!) And as I shed a tear I told her
[YESUNG] It’s the first time since hair has grown on my head that I have such delicious cooking
([SHINDONG] Hahahaha!) ([KANGIN] Aah it’s delicious!) ([SUNGMIN] Eheheh) ([EUNHYUK] I want more~)

[GIRLFRIEND] Hey honey, are you full?

taken from: http://makikawaii.wordpress.com/2008/08/22/super-junior-h-cooking-cooking-lyrics-translation/